Sometimes, it's hard for me to understand

so cute right?? omg.. she was doodling with the choco.. so cute :)

note to self: do not piss her off.,, hahaha! no la.. Love Regina

I learnt that there are some things which are out of our control.. and I just have to trust God.. why is it we cant trust something so powerful and mighty, a God that controls the world.. but we can trust ourselves and our intuitions? Cuz we cant see him? Sigh.. if only I experienced him…




Today is cognitive UT day… I hope I scored well… well.. started of today doing bio and I find that it’s the best weakest effort that I have ever PUT in :D hahahah! I really worked hard.. but I was tired.. so hence the hardest weak effort… oxymoron eh.. who cares…



Lunch was usual but fun with the guys :) ate duck rice and it wasn’t as fantastic as last time.. went back to class and we did PPT and I played dota for awhile.. LOL!! So fun :DDD bleach VS onepiece.. I love hitsugayas attacks.. darnnn good.. after that.. present.. and I felt that I answered pretty well today :D YAY ME!



Then UT.. sian… managed to scrape through.. and cannot upload.. zzz so use thumbdrive.. I saw gossip girl in the faci thumbdrive.. WAHAHAHH!! Then went to meet Regina at foodcourt cwp.. and I guess since I turned up everyone knew alrd lor.. just hope no one will pao toh..



Gigi wanted to celebrate the ignite camps’s some committee guy birthday.. so I tagged.. sat there.. feeling so awkward.. almost alien.. I couldn’t move talk or act normal.. felt sooo restricted.. share a meal with Gigi.. had some soup pizza and I had a salad.. she drank pepsi la… omg.. -.- I told her it was harmful and she dun me she dun care… ;(((((((((((((((((((( then Yvonne came.. so happy la :D talked to her and looked at her gourge herself.. so epic… waahahahhaha.. of course I knew that side of her so oh well.. HEEE ! so after that I had my wonderous salad which was pretty huge! Impressed.. and damn nice.. but dressing can improve instead of chicken oil.. literally… paid for the meal then saw her playing around.. she was trying to irritate me with the metal sound.. uhhhh… at the end, Regina didn’t drink the pepsi la.. :D maybe she forgot.. oh well.. im glad she did.. then we went to find necklace and she gave me my Christmas present a small Labrador… so CUTE!! It was stuffed luhh.. met wee wee dick Irene and JH.. and wee wee was like.. SOOO CUTE!! AHAHHAHAH!! Hilarious… then Irene kinda got shoot by me cuz queenstown beside commonwealth.. and wee wee was like oh yah.. then dick went to comment.. HHAHAHA!! Sent her home and met alex on da bus.. after she was at home I slowly dilemma my way home.. didn’t know how to go back using what method.. walk.. 962, 858, train or run… oh well.. trained home in the end..



Regina texted me that we cant let her parents know or we’d have to break up.. that kind of words enough to wrench my heart and my mouth would go all bitter… sucks.. I hate that feeling.. I pray that things will go well.. and Regina’s really trying to comfort me.. thanks dear..

:DD sttuuuuuuuuuuuuuper CUTE!!