Night was tough... i thought about the past and the most regretful thing i have done in my whole life.. one thing that i shouldn't have done.. till today, guilt still creeps up on me a slowly devours me from the inside.. a letter to her.. a thought shared, pain eased, memories return.. regret stays...

today i had CLP interview.. may God's will be done.. after which.. went to church for practice.. today was the 25th anniversary.. and it was totally cool~ prac was screwed up.. however. things went smoothly for some reason.. i didn't screw up.. YIPPIE !!! :DDD went for the dinner and had LOTS of fun with my DG people.. sooo lively loving bunch.. :) through God, anything is lasting... went for DG.. talked.. played.. laughed, and listened to this orgasmic song.. impossible..

Beautiful song..


slept for like 1hour after DG while gid mo and nick went to fix new drum skins.. seph and gam were doing econs.. so.. yea.. hahaha.. watch YOG on the com and then went for supper... it was awesome... talking to xian wee now... seems like things are back as they were :) feels great... hahahah! and lit wen too!! HAHAH! HI LIT WEN!! I REALLy MISSS YOUU!!! well.. ive gotto bathe... tmr got service and training.. here's whats for supper :)