My Minds a mess my life's once again fallen short of perfection.. things are starting to crumble yet i have little will no need to mention strength to go about on my own.. i can say that i am struggling.. i could take the waterfalls, the white river, tight spaces of caves without worrying much about my legs.. but this time.. i fell short.. i messed up..
mornings came and a simple task of ironing my shirt could get me crappy.. (due to lack of sleep i suppose)
What did the iron say to the creased shirt?
kinda thought of it when i was ironing my shirt.. band practice followed and it wasnt very fantastic because i was just overwhelmed by the fatigue which was griping me. breakfast was on a lighter note, had COFFEE! thank God for that invention which as far as 1000AD those ethiopians chewed on these seeds for kicks which nearby yemen cultivated and roast the beans for brewing which was thought it would boost spiritual experience (maybe the high) Thank you arab for distribution!
well other than that snippet of random information.. Ching Kits wedding was unbelievably awesome.. at a point of time i could feel liquid welling into my eyes.. maybe the room was to warm till my eyes had to perspire.. all the usual packing and stuff and we went for the lunch reception.. which i am really proud to say i had a huge plate of salad and a small serving of pasta! healthy (y) Had practice for tmr which i did not know why i was made to play?? went home shortly and just fell asleep in a snap!
despite being so tired skating till 5am.. Nicholas and i had a good talk and fun as usual.. i find its our thing to always shoulder each other.. i'm feel incredibly shitty.. got cheated by thunderhorse and someone who shares the same birthday.. feel so disappointed with the latter.. i think most of my misery is channeling from the fact that in just 1month and 7days time, i'm turning 19! i recall laughing at my sister and calling her a OLD hag.. as well as telling people i would commit suicide after 18.. i wasnt taught how to cope with age.. what to do.. even Jesus was a prodigy and an adult when he was a kid.. the rules still apply.. but what to do? OTOKKEI!!!
mornings came and a simple task of ironing my shirt could get me crappy.. (due to lack of sleep i suppose)
What did the iron say to the creased shirt?
kinda thought of it when i was ironing my shirt.. band practice followed and it wasnt very fantastic because i was just overwhelmed by the fatigue which was griping me. breakfast was on a lighter note, had COFFEE! thank God for that invention which as far as 1000AD those ethiopians chewed on these seeds for kicks which nearby yemen cultivated and roast the beans for brewing which was thought it would boost spiritual experience (maybe the high) Thank you arab for distribution!
well other than that snippet of random information.. Ching Kits wedding was unbelievably awesome.. at a point of time i could feel liquid welling into my eyes.. maybe the room was to warm till my eyes had to perspire.. all the usual packing and stuff and we went for the lunch reception.. which i am really proud to say i had a huge plate of salad and a small serving of pasta! healthy (y) Had practice for tmr which i did not know why i was made to play?? went home shortly and just fell asleep in a snap!
despite being so tired skating till 5am.. Nicholas and i had a good talk and fun as usual.. i find its our thing to always shoulder each other.. i'm feel incredibly shitty.. got cheated by thunderhorse and someone who shares the same birthday.. feel so disappointed with the latter.. i think most of my misery is channeling from the fact that in just 1month and 7days time, i'm turning 19! i recall laughing at my sister and calling her a OLD hag.. as well as telling people i would commit suicide after 18.. i wasnt taught how to cope with age.. what to do.. even Jesus was a prodigy and an adult when he was a kid.. the rules still apply.. but what to do? OTOKKEI!!!
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