blowin' up soon

GAH! I cant stand some people sometimes.. I think I might had enough of this hypocrisy.. I admit that sometimes I do put up a front because I am shy or I just want attention. now I don’t see what’s the problem in being myself.. sure I’ll be crazy and stuff and sometimes I’ll be really cold.. but heck.. that’s who I am and what I’ll be.. change? in times to come. what really bugs me is that when I try to help ppl give me that fk up answer.. I just don’t want to bother alr.. so be it.. so u know what? forgive and forget.. its not easy to smile and walk away from it.. I will but.. .!. I’m walking now

Sam’s Wedding was a brighter tone to my day.. it was so sweet.. to see 2 people get married.. its simply beautiful.. worship was fantastic.. the voices and harmony.. >< simply perfect.. reception was never better and with DG its more than anything.. we simply do the craziest shit.. Nicholas went to fill a cup of choco under the fountain and we dumped Jo’s sushi in his cup.. LOL!

after the reception we had DG and I did some physics.. 1 question.. ROFLMAO..then we played settlers! YAY! I cant believe I won! :D then we went to pick Gammie from camp and went for dinner.. RIBzzz! rocks.. had a really nice talk at café Cartel and went to watch super 8! twas’ not bad.. the story.. I find very.. :/ eee.. but I enjoyed it because I felt on a roller coaster ride of emotions.. and I tend to get frightened really quick.. oh bother.. sooo.. Gideon sent us back.. and ima putting this crap down so my hair will dry and I wont suffer migraines when I’m Older..

back to church in a few hours time! TRAINING DAY! YAY!!!