Desire

It's almost new year.. I've been a really bad boy and still I was never left away from His grace and mercy.. Why..

I've had a crush on her.. Gotten over her.. And repeated it ever since that day I saw her at alpha course.. She's incredibly cute and smart! I think se jumped a year..

So how then does one peruse someone so perfect that is out if your league? At least mine?

I've been down writing stories.. Abt fragments of my dreams that I remember.. It was all great.. I wanna practice drawing faces so one day I might get to draw hers perfectly! As well as playing the piano.. My electric guitar.. Studying well.. Being a good and all rounded person so I might just have a chance to get a queue ticket to her list..

I am terrified of taking a step.. I will hate myself.. I can't make it rhyme.. But not even trying.. Oh well..

Goodnight D :)