The great mystery

This morning I had a really great study session.. Sitting by myself and reading memorizing my notes.. I found it really fun but I got tired after awhile. Normally after lunch I wouldn't be able to study.. But today.. I was granted strength to read and push on for a good 2hours more! Then we got called in :/
I dozed off in the bus all the way to tpy and went to run with Nic hoping he can do better for his napfa test.. An I am very proud of him for he improved a stunning minute faster! I was glad that I could remember my notes and run at the same time :)

I can't understand thoughts.. I think way too much. Does it mean no? Or let's just keep it this way.. I am very troubled.. Sometimes it sparks sometimes it just becomes so friendly.. What so I do now? I was sad when I bid goodnight.. I have a tangled yarn of feelings..

I am an object of wrath by nature.. But He saved me and gave me new life and meaning. Humility, selflessness and a thankful heart