Please Don't do this to me again..

Haven’t been posting for a very long time due to unforeseen circumstances. Things haven’t gone too well for me… but ironically its been EXCELLENT for God.. hahaha.. went to church ytd and found a safe place under praise and worship that I can break away from these worldy stuff..

Learnt that I should thank God for everything and everyday.. for because we rejoice and he will give us our hearts deepest desires… ;) hopefully.. by faith!l

Oh well.. my anniversary was awesome.. Regina was really beautiful that day :D she tied her hair really be nicely.. and let down some.. whoa.. damn nice.. just the way I like it.. :D met her after school and we saw her sitting down there at a bench waiting for me.. sooo cute luhh.. so we went to CWP and took neoprints.. I looked really bugged eye… and for some reason my pupils ate my eye whites… LOL!

After that we went to admiralty park.. and talked about a lot of stuff and I gave her the necklace.. she was like. : wow. And I helped her put it on.. maybe she’s nt the emotional omgomgomg! Then hug me.. hahah.. oh wells.. so I helped her put it on and we went to walk in the park ( forest ) I think we need to work on how to hold hands.. hehe.. X))) cuz maybe my arms shorter and my body longer.. hmm… so after awhile I took out my neoprints that I had and then showed her just nice her dad jogged pass.. omg… I was like on the verge of extinction.. I jus hate the feeling of breakup.. zzzz.. that stupid feeling… there should be a slang for breakup la… -.- it sucks…

We turned around and walked back and I realize she was quiet and I was like super super worried.. sigh.. I walked her home and I just wanted to hug her.. but I didn’t… so I walked home.. and emo.. as usual.. zzz.. I kept praying and praying why this had happened.. like halfway of the walk home.. constantly… when I heard this voice say, WILL U JUST LISTEN? It was small but forcefull enough to work something in me.. so I stayed still and listen and I felt this figure descending beside me.. like someone was walking from the skies beside me.. I felt an arm around me and told me if I believed… at that point of time, I was at a crossjunction and I I told myself If I believe, I would press the button, then I believed.. but there were doubt but I just cannot fully put my faith into it..cuz this kinda thing the dad saw.. omg… so I just heck! I told God.. u want to end this or do anything is up to you… through Regina, I have come closer to God and I felt like he was using her which is SUPER MEAN >:(

I slammed my palm into the button and said I believe la! And the light turned orange.. coincidence? I dunno… what are the chances of it turning orange? I did wait awhile.. but got so accurate meh?? Hahah.. I dunno. Go figure! Then I walked around Seagate the wind there was REALLY strong… I dunno why.. I walked there and I told God.. if you really are going to do something stop the wind.. and suddenly it just died.. and I was totally stunned.. the moment I said, the wind just died.. after a few jaw dropping moments, I was like.. errrr.. woooowww.. okay… can I have the wind back now? And WHHHHSSSSSHHHH! Coincidence? Luck? Go figure…

The next moment, I received a call from her mom… so we kinda bluffed her… and she was really nice.. I tot she would be howling and screaming.. but she sounds like very nice and concerned mommy.. she really love Regina… but so do i.. but who can fanthom a mothers’ love? I reasoned with her and she was okay.. and said next time we shouldn’t go that kinda place cuz very dangerous.. ooo.. but that wasn’t the end.. Regina texted me and told me her DAD WAS SIDING AND DEFENDING HER!! Dad… father… the person that witnessed… goshh.. God was defending her too.. she is God’s daughter too… I was pretty traumatized with what had just happened… and I was walking arnd the cannal.. I smth occurred to me.. the night before I prayed to encounter God.. with warren.. I really pray this solemn prayer.. and I guess that was how he encountered me with him.. cuz I will not open up unless is to that girl.. BUT NEVER EVER EVER DO IT AGAIN! Like seriously… I kinda reflected and thought a lot a lot… pretty scary… both experience and God.. PUSH!!! Pray until something happens.. :D

Well.. that’s it.. how would you want your boyfriend to treat you? Or GF? I would want a lot of love and care.. :)

I like being pampered.. u can guai my sister.. cuz she pampered me since young… so I like :) comment GUYS