rage, aggravations, fights, quarrels,

why do humans have this emotion; anger, rage, the root of fights, disputes and quarrels.. why? humans have the tendency to be greedy, jealous and envious. these emotions are all controllable, wish upon a star, that these emotions will be eliminated, wont the world be a better place without them? since these were not meant to be.. anger is pure evil.. we cannot comprehend it.. but we can control it.. disputes can be settle.. how many a time have i quarrelled with nicholas.. but never have i ever let it pass more than a day.. once i fought 3times with him in a day... i hope everyone can just express their feelings by pouring it out to the other party, how else will the person understand.. even though it does not work out.. you know their source of dismay... i'll pray for those to and hope for mediation..

well.. the worlds still going to spin on its axis whether we want to be friends or not.. i would like to cherish my friends.. i would like to keep them.. because i do want to quarrel with them.. it makes us stronger... and when we look back with our own children.. we can say.. uncle nicholas and i were best friends for 20years! and we quarreled alot like you do with ur sister or brother now.. but still.. we are friends.. what are friends for?? staying by each other... blessing each other... if they take advantage of you.. they are no friend of yours


tonight.. asher feels trampled.. fuck isn't a nice word.. given it in caps.. the sentimental loser almost lost it... he almost cracked and poured his rage all over those childish girls.. but still.. he chose to keep it inside and let it slide.. its a dream. its a dream...