today it started off with a flip of the coin.. recieved 2 msgs.. no doubt where 1 came from.. but the other was what of a dying wish :)

Yesterday was uber tiring.. i didnt sleep enough.. i didnt finish my studying and i didnt get to talk to her much... had ice cream with Miss zeng on monday and like hung out talked for like.. forever! hahahaha! slept at midnight and tuesday was a gym day.. introduced to deadlift.. did some chest and abs.. my back seriously aching.. but not that bad XD means i didnt push enough.. cant get the technique right though.. :/ after gym.. went to shower and headed to church for meeting.. supper till 11 and slept at 12plus??


well.. when i was about to sleep.. i felt like there was no mutual feeling between her and i.. i just didnt feel she's interested or anything.. so all i did was pray that i have a good nights rest.. cuz ima light sleeper and i can get up easily and think abt all that stuff.. i felt like it could never be possible and things were not as i planned.. sometimes things fall apart.. despite being spoilt for choice.. i feel more alone than ever..

however.. the tables turned when i saw her msg at 2am! i was like soo elated! i felt somewhat connected through the thing she says.. more of a temporary bond.. not covalent yet.. but now i feel like im looking at a mixed bowl of fruit.. i don't know what it is.. could be sweet, sour or bitter.. but its the variety that makes it exciting..

still on the other side of the coin.. there is an irritating bug.. which my phone will probably perish because of that msg sucking menace.. uhhh.. but i really cant be bothered.. she had her chances.. she threw it away and worse of all she did things behind my back.. i gave her chances.. she didnt take it.. so im moving on.. no point crying over spilled milk..



OUTING with my brothers :)) i just love em all...

L4D2! and team fortress its really awesome la! we CSed .. walked to bottle tree village.. got lost.. and ran back to chambers.. ROFL! some idiots took cab for that 1.5km.. waste money.. retards..

line up fools

dumb people lost in donno where

OHHH NOO!! jon GOT PWnED!