There's this saying: Hot guys are not nice, Nice guys are all ugly and crappy.. Hot and nice guys are rare..
it's not that they are a endangered species.. it just doesn't pay to be nice.. of course not speaking of in monetary terms but srsly.. ask me to choose to be hot or nice? i rather choose hot. guys that are nice are simply taken for granted and after awhile.. things just dont work out for them.. what do they get at the end? wasted efforts? heartbreak much??

i hate being tested.. not just exams.. but put to test.. not that i don't believe in myself but more of what to do during the whole process.. however.. turn it around? i'm just another guy behind that table waiting to hit the buzzer with more than what of simon cowell..

I've been wanting to get right with God and today i did.. i did a proper quiet time with him.. and i felt so good :) but after awhile Xin Yi had to crush it with reality.. damn you woman! got so many things and now i'm not confident of getting PA.. there's so much to do.. and i ain't sure what to do.. gona write reflections.. ask for testimonials soon.. maybe by 1st feb..


i did my scedule for the month of Jan.. so.. i don't think i'd be available anytime soon.. but squeezable :)

felt terribly crappy in school.. i was so tempted to partial and go home just to sulk at my life.. but after coffee.. everything just started reverting back to normal.. i could get use to this.. but sadly.. i can descry that ima get throat inflamation due to the spamming of Chilli within the past 48hours.. like 10chilli padies, donno how many saucers of chilli sauce.. more chilli snacks and everything just revolves around.. maybe tmr.. i'll cut down.. i'll hit curry instead :DDD

so gonna decorate my tumble.. and im gonna study soon.. well.. i don have what it takes to talk to ppl yet.. BUT I KEEP DREAMING about that person.. YIKES! scary.. and some person aft donno what happen didnt reply alr.. i guess its a girl thing?

GYM TMR!!