The time has come

Feeling so distant away from God.. I read the bible but I do not understand.. I hear his voice but I do not listen :(

I feel super sick now.. Didn't go to work today and I am feeling very drowsy.. I am trying to fight so I can work.. But feverish 38.1 is a little harder to fight..

I'm gonna schedule down all my things tmr morning :) God bless us all