tmrw is here..

dEllo all~ I find God is trying to talk to us.. even if u dun believe, he still talks to us one way or another.. weird right? But when it comes to you and you know it, the feeling is just indescribable…

Forced myself awake today.. went to shower and eat porridge sis and dad cooked.. thank God they’re back safely.. so went to Nicholas house and went to church tgt.. his dad drove us luhh.. then we went to coffee shop to have breakfast.. had bread and 2 eggs.. haha.. then went for service.. I really like service.. some songs really can touch your heart and some times the people around you touch you.. of course Nicholas was ‘touching’ me all over as usual.. hahahah! Dun think dirty NOOBS! Well they not playing today so the whole bunch was with ME :D wooHOOO.. after service, we played awhile and seriously their band is damn good.. uhh. Went to eat lunch and had some cai fan.. pretty GOOD.. I was kinda sad that I might have diabetes.. so I guessing tmr I’m gonna check lor.. go clinic.. :(

Went to ben’s house where we played with his toy poodle lipton.. damn CUTE! But the teeth machiam razor.. I prefer retrievers.. they got horrifying big sharp teeth but the dun chomp on u.. they like put their teeth on u and sort of chew.. but more gently.. :D miss my 2 golden retrievers.. oh well.. then we went to play basketball.. play 2 v 1 and horse.. for some reason Nicholas won me and ben.. hahaha.. totally.. cuz we pang chance.. hahaha.. ben got owned by me and nick.. and I lost 2/4 we play 4 balls only.. after that friggin shag.. but we still hit CCK gym.. damn fun…

Worked out then went back to bens house and had some awesome dinner.. waah.. shiok ahh.. I now friggin hungry.. but scared to eat.. T-T gosh… so tired.. think I’m just going to bed…

Well.. this few days I’ve been thinking that me and Regina have so little time.. we hardly seem like we’re together.. I dunno about her luhh.. but if she’s okay with it.. I’m perfectly fine :) loyal ~

I guess a weakness of mine is I put others before myself too much sometimes.. I dun really bother about my own happiness I just concern about the other party even though I feel like shit in the end.. sigh.. but Jesus did that too.. he took the load of crap and DIED for us serving us.. imagine a high minister comes to you and spoon feeds you.. carry your stuff.. and do everything MORE than a maid.. wow.. honouring right? But some people just cant see the cause..