2 days

the freezing people..

hmmm.. cant make out...

snowmen.. HAHAH

ECP at night..

meet this lua han guo... BLAUUGGHHH

the moon shiny shiny :D

my feet on warm sand... aahhhh

no more disguting drink

meet our uncle sam... cleaning the rubbish bin.. but still need vainity...

I learnt that prayer is super powerful thing and im really happy now :)




I shall attempt to compile everything that happened today and yesterday..



Well.. Thursday was physics.. was kinda easy? Except I didn’t understand all that complex terms when I comes to the formula parts. Ate chicken rice for lunch with JH.. hahaha.. then went back to do ppt.. couldn’t wait for school to end. As soon as finish, I quicky rushed to CWP and took 966 to east coast park.. researched where exactly the pit Regina was and ploted some route to go there. Slept in the bus because I was totally beat and extremely tired.. not one day I had sufficient human rest… lol.. so when I reached east coast, I went to buy apples.. and went to ECP and skated that whole long stretch to find Regina.. when I was reaching there, Regina texted me saying she was going to return the bikes.. so I was like.. panting alrd.. then went back… muscles ached from the training and abseiling the other day.. but had to pull on.. met Jade on the way back.. and she led me to Regina.. she was like behind us la.. hahah…



After returning the bikes, we walked back to the pit and I skate.. it was treacherous.. a lot of bumps and very hard when going so slow.. but I still survived.. when I reached there.. I sat down at the bench because I didn’t know anyone.. took out my lappy and did my RJ… didn’t have internet to submit.. so oh well… save it first.. then Regina came to sit beside me. she was sitting a lil distant so it felt like she didn’t want people to know.. so I was okay.. then after awhile I felt quite cold.. but the scenery was soo nice.. I recalled the past where I used to go out like that and watch the sun all the time… so I sat there.. and sort of thought through a lot of stuff.. when it was 8 plus I went to sit at the beach and looked at the stars.. indescribable… then Regina came ask me to sit with her friends.. then I didn’t really want to.. cuz the stars were just dazzling.. then she like become upset… so I didn’t want her to get mad and went to sit with her friends…



Just when I sat down.. some kid took a can of coke and put at the chair beside me.. then another guy took another one and put on the table.. almost flared up… mr cheong… see la.. what have u done to me.. then this 1.5litre pop out… omg.. I nearly smash the guys face.. uhhh… someone accidentally knocked down the can of coke and it went ballistic spraying all over the place.. lucky I was out of range.. unlikely some were caught in the spray… wooo.. shiok.. HAHHAH!



Then after awhile I decided to go slide/skate.. went to jetty and saw some nice fishes and the Regina texted me so I headed back.. hahaha.. then they sat there discussing about what time to go.. then her friend asked who I was.. then she said just friend… because he asked if I was her brother or friend.. so she say friend.. then I felt like some wrench smashing my heart… felt kinda sad… then from there I just felt pretty emotional.. reason being times I said things and receive some things… which made me feel confused and unsure.. well.. ya…




We walked together and she started talking to me asking me if I was emo.. I said I wasn’t.. we walked abit more and she tried talking to me.. but I gave her like a few word answers? Ya.. then she asked if I was sick.. coming from her I really felt soooo nice inside.. but I still couldn’t break into a smile.. then the third time she asked if I was sad.. then we talked.. it was really comforting.. let her know how I feel and all that.. so after that I felt much better.. then we started talking normally on the bus and during the waiting period.. the bus really took dman long.. but on the bus we talked about a lot funny things la… I cant rmb alrd.. but It was really nice.. sent her home just to make sure she was safe.. then quickly skate to find JH who had been waiting since 10.15.. reached there about 11 plus.. 1hours smth.. Regina texted me and made me feel really comforted :))))))



Ate a big mac and went to my house to bathe.. then drink some luo han guo shit.. disgusting.. watch ice age with JH then we went to sleep.. about 2 like that…



Jh woke up about 6.30 and started palying dota.. but I slept till 7.30.. then brought in the cake to eat and Nicholas came at 8.30 sharp! WOO! Then we sat down.. play guitar cuz irene had some issues.. hahah.. no worries.. but wee wee saved the day!! AGAIN!!! :DDDD so mom cooked bee hoon chicken and burgers for us and we had a wholesome breakfast.. we converted my avatar so can watch then went to CWP to take 966 to ECP.. AGAIN!! My legs officially hurting….



Met the ding dongs at Macs wee and Irene ate boogers and their usuals.. chicken and double cheese.. haha.. then we went to find rentals.. but in the end rented the same place.. hahah.. felt soo lethargic and achey that I couldn’t have any patience.. and I didn’t feel like teaching.. sorry guys.. been a rough day for me.. so I apologize for making ur upset… then skate here and there.. watched Irene tumble.. watch sam tumble and pull ppl die with her and talked to Nicholas abt stuffs.. then it began to rain.. we went to look for shelter and hid under a tree.. I ran out to the beach and stood in the water.. when I looked up I was like… a tower on a barren piece of land.. so I quickly ran back.. hahahah.. scared lightning… HAH!! Then me and Nicholas started peeling bark and throwing it at each other.. hahahah… brought him down then we started bending the elements.. started with water bending! Kicked some water in his face… AHHAH!! Then he sand bend my shorts… so I kicked a lump on him and he chased me with a ball of sand.. HAHAH! started running at the guys but in the end they ran from me cuz I had a ball in my hand.. HAHAAHH!! Then Nicholas kenna me so I sand bend him back.. LOL!! We started earth bending rocks at each other and ad a competition see who can make a sand ball and throw the furthest without it breaking.. hahah..

Then my sister called LOIS AH!! so I went lunch with her.. and after we ate, it started pouring heavily again! Omg…. Poor guys… me ad nick continued skatting and did slides… damn nice.. HAHHAH!! Then we played on the beach with my sis and her frens anna Fiona and Frisbee.. lol! Sat down waited for them to come and went to take 401 to bedok to eat.. cuz we were all hungry.. doris… scam me and sucker punch me in the face. Damn pain la… my jaw…. Dammit.. stupid magic string.. I next time show her magic chainsaw… -_-




Slept in the bus and ate at the coffee shop.. had some nice curry chicken noodles and sugar cane.. like wee wee.. :D after dinner.. we went to take potty break and went macs to potty… we then took 168 back home me doris nick jh and sam… the bus was friggin cold la… I was leaning on Nicholas for warmth.. gave him my orange shirt to warm him up and he gave me his white shirt.. hahaha… so nice :D doris got paste scotch tape on our head la wth… then we took train back and jh came to my place.. while walking, I asked if he left his charger in my house.. and guess what… ITS IN HIS BAG! WHAHAHHAH!! Laugh non-stop.. gave him his lappy and went to Dickson and shower and eat… hahaha.. gonna sleep.. tmrw got camp…zzzz….

Regina's Birthday

God is just waiting for you to say I Love you.






We’ve been constantly wanting some love from someone.. but God tell us that he loves us everyday, every hour, every minute and every second and he is just waiting for us to tell him that we love him too.. I guess that’s what he told me today.. and I really feel bad.. so I’m gonna start thanking him and saying how I love such an almighty father who gives us all we need and even more.



How do you get someone to say I love you?





Well.. today was biology and it was fun fun fun! I managed to grasp everything la! Anyway.. I’ve been preparing hunting and sacrificing just for this DAY! And I’ll tell you what :D





Lets see.. last week spent my time after school searching for her present.. Monday went to Malaysia to find.. then Tuesday went with wee wee and JH to find from raffles to Chinatown to city hall to find… but cannot find anything.. so went home. Then next day spent my study breaks to find on the internet all 26 pages X 50 results.. even went e-bay. Found some place promising… I prayed hard and went to town with JH for our gay party ;D managed to find it and sacrificed my hong kong trip for it.. oh well.. :)



Then the other day I went to buy her a cake after spending abt 2hrs waiting for her and buying presents with her… it was a nice choco fudge cake maybe when Nicholas and frens come they can have some :)



Spent an entire Sunday afternoon wrapping and make-shifting decorations and stuffings to fill the box.. tried to conceal what was at the bottom of the box with some master plan. I was pretty hoping she’ll feel disappointed after finding 4 toys and a wallet.. then later then find what’s under the box.



After school today I rushed to CWP with Dickson cuz he getting his piano. Advised him on some stuff he should look out for and went to wait for Regina.. spent like… err… 3.45 – 4. 40? About an hour? Oh well… then she back stab me from behind la.. hahahha.. she tapped me then we went to take MRT to sembawang.. came to my house and went into my room… we talked a lot luhh about how her day was and everything.. really nice.. then I went outside and brought the cake over and laid it on the table.. she was like.. no need la… then I lit the candles and whipped out my 1st wife.. hahah.. sang happy birthday and let her blow the candles :)




Then we ate cake and the stupid centre piece was like indestructible.. and it wasn’t too bad!! Hahah.. so we sat there munching on our cake then I asked her to take her present at the table.. she was like… SOOO BIG!! Hahahah! Then I asked her to put her hand in and find her presents.. then she pulled out the secret barrier… I was.. NOOOOOOOOO!!!! Then I had to improvise.. I asked her to take all the presents but the box inside.. and she found all her presents even with the streamers… lol.. she was Goooooodddd.. then she pulled out her allen walker stuff toy.. and it she went SOOO CUTE!! I can sew one too you know? Hahaha.. so adorable.. and she really can sew nicely..



Sat on the bed watching ice age 3 and then laugh about the stupid sloth.. hahahah.. then realized she was very cold then gave her my quilt to wrap.. then I hugged my pillow and watch… until about 6.30… then we walked to take 858 to her house.. she accompany wear my skates then I went home… super fast.. like 15mins reach alrd.. met my sis on the way and she was shouting AH BOY AH!!! but I din’t hear.. then she LOIS! Then I swung back saw her.. LOL



On the way back.. I thought about what was above and it felt really saddening.. oh well.. I face the same thing.. and the only thing that would make me smile is when she does it willingly ? jus as good want us.. that’s why she gave us free will.. but he’;; prompt us…



Thanks Yvonne for all ur advise…. :)



Remember to pray and ask specifically… dun just keep asking and asking.. spend time listennign.. even of u ask and talk and talk but nvr listen, what are u gonna take back?? Haiyo.. stOOOOO PID! So dun forget to listen :P

 

THE GREAT WONDEROUS BOX!

The Birthday Girl :)

The Fire alarm! HAHAHAHAHH!

the cake meets knife..

execution hour! note the indestructable centre piece.. i bet nicholas can eat it

the deed is done :)

she wonders what's inside :D

she ruins the surprise T-T

she poke with all her might

and finds her present in disguise!

smiley little girl i love u very much :D

look inside and you'll what you really like!!

Allen walker stuff toy, little toys, a wallet and ALLEN WALKER FIGURINE!

(damn hard to find pls... i didn;t get my hug... wasn't touching enough...  :(

Happy Birthday Dear

First of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGINA!! LOVE YOU!!

Today I didn’t learn much.. or cant recall.. hahah.. but I do have to study harder..

Dunno what to do about Regina cuz she’s like my first real girlfriend… so I dunno how to progress through stages.. maybe experienced people can advise me :)

Well.. basically, I was waiting the whole day to get out of school and meet Regina la! Ahahhah! But I wun leave the FBFG out.. sounds so corney.. how bout like fat boys fat bitches? LOL!! Jking! Lunch was really interesting.. had to buy food for the guys and it was nice eating pork :D ahhahah! Then we chit chat and Doris just pissed me off with her piano theory.. ughh… I just didn’t know why but I had it.. so I barked at her and insulted her… even weewee nudged me… sigh.. felt kinda bad and wanted to apologize.. then in class she talk to me again. -_- I tried remaining calm and then slowly reason with her.. managed to apologize and hope she speaks more sensibly and I will try not to sharpen and brandish my tongue.



Oh well.. after A-maths today I had it… I felt totally stupid.. shud’ve take A-maths la… sighhh… then went to cwp to wait for Regina.. cuz wee wee said I should be early… I wanted to walk with her to CWP so she can go home.. but she dun wan… zzzz.. so I chiong to CWP with my long legs… and spent my time from 3.50-5.20 waiting for her.. oh man.. I did so many things la! I managed to organize my songs and plan out my calander ;D



Regina had to do wash her hands off the paint and I could easily understand… spent some time thinking of what to do tmrw and I got it all planned out :D now I’ve prepared the crops, God shall provide the rain! So when she came, her friends left her and we went to buy presents for her friends. Went to look for stuff animals and some Korean idol stuff.. it was nice and we were talking to each other like nothing like that. It may seem we do not know each other so much its been what? 18days since I first talked to her la… but we have a lot of things to share and I realized we are like.. super similar? And I think I can easily understand her when it comes to times in the future… spent time walking all around CWP and went to popular, went to small shops looking for stuff.. and she always has some experience to share.. and she has many talents too.. mostly inherited :D then realized still got a lot time.. so I asked if she wanted to come to rp then from there walk home easier…



So we went there and started talking abt maths stuff and her mom called saying that they were in taka.. so she smiled and asked.. wanna come to my house? SO CUTE LA!! AHAHAHAH!! Damnn..u shudve seen her face… uhhh… so I quickly go RP do RJ and luckily met with sam JH and dick.. and wee wee saw us when we came in.. she was like gonna blast off from her seat when she saw There we sat talking and typing then after that I walked her home. Went to buy bubble tea and took 962 home.. now watching avatar :)






Going to sleep soon.. so tired! Good night ALL!

just for her :)

Live for God

Today I learnt about this:


You cannot expect people to be what you want, their lives are not ours to control, neither does God control us.





The statement that I have just made really impacts me. As I was in Discipleship Group with Nicholas and all gang, Ching Kit our DG leader told us God gave us freewill to choose who to follow and love. The Almighty one surely has a plan which is greater than no other, but he still let us do as we please. God Loves us so much that when we were becoming too sinful, he sent his only son to die for us. We should not take it for granted. If your best friend were to die in your place…. Damn.. I dun wan Nicholas to die for me la.. for what sia… also God the creator and all, has all power to make us worship him and love him. He could send angels to guard us he could do ANYTHING! And I mean it.. 2012 the movie would be like when God dropped a cell from heaven and destroy the world. The whole universe is like dust to him. He can just blow and the universe would dissipate.



Ching kit said would you want someone to love you on their own or force them? Force my make u feel happy.. but not that shiok feeling.. God has been waiting for us to look to him and love him for very long.. before your super great ancenstors met and decided to have a kid, God alrd knew and planned for your birth during the times where dinosaurs and weird creatures roamed the world… just kidding.. hahaha.. but it would surely be better if someone would choose to love you. So we have to wait and do not expect anything in return. Love is always one sided. Think about it…





Today cognitive was… interesting.. 3.6tons of force just to pull 2 interlaced books apart.. damn.. hahaha.. then after school went for adventure learning.. abseil.. damn boring la.. like I never do like that.. dunno more than 20times alrd… AQ always abseil.. I still rmb one time we had training we had to keep doing and doing and doing.. ahahahh.. until we can reach below 1min… woooHOooo! Hahaha.. easy peasy la… went home to watch my avatar.. was laughing my ass off.. and Nicholas came help me wrap presents.. very fun la.. we divided the work.. Nixon helped with scotch tape and stuck it on my leg to let me use.. hahah NOT PAIN~! Then me and Nicholas were like folding and pasting.. hahah! complete failure.. but not bad la..then we wanted to do streamers.. damn that was dumb… and very tedious.. we cut the pieces strip by strip then we had enlightenment, we roll it all up then cut.. HAHAHH! So much faster.. dammit… hahaha.. then when we done we tear news paper and bury the present.. lol.. then talked with Regina.. and she pretty much enjoys bullying me.. but to see her so smiley and happy I oso nth can do. :)))) hahah :D



That’s all folks! Tata~~ sleeepppp zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

Feeling so Alike :)

:D

walking on the way to semb park

Nicholas.. hehe

c'mon.. check out that moron there.. HAHHA

OUUUZZZ

Dos shud be muzzled

:D

>:O

nice nice

memories...

nice pier.. but abit short

sun set

nice ?? BARNACLES

CAUGHT IT!

Sembawang beach :)

delta, distributaries water mouth

Best scene

hahha

stupid face

continuation of beach

ahhh woooo

baluughhh

silent night.... Hoollyy... SHIT!!!

wooot

night in th park

Counting on God, my faith is on solid rock..




I am pretty sure that God will make a way and just let him lead the way… troubling times may come, but there is always a higher call.. and really feel assured when someone soo powerful is leading :D



Today I was supposed to meet Nicholas at 8am.. but I couldn’t wake up la.. to darn tired.. so I texted Nicholas then toold him I’ll go church myself.. so I slept till bout 1030? When Regina texted me :D hahaha.. like we woke up the same time luhh.. cooolios! Took a shower then had toast and milo while watching power rangers.. HAHAH! but interesting.. watcha bit then went off to take 859 go to church.



Met Nicholas at 4th floor then we went to eat pau at the coffee shop and buy milo.. hahah.. today’s service was really nice and worship was led by BIG hands.. Nicholas gam moses ben gidion and Brandon.. they are like super pro ppl la.. damn nice… hahaha.. was talking with belle and Daniel in church.. ahhaha.. but my best bud didn’t pang she me.. after playing, he and Benjamin came to sit with us :D then we started talking and playing as usual.. hahah.. then flashed our abs.. AHAHH! Super funny.. Daniel and Benjamin keep calling Nicholas fat boy… HAHAHAHAHH!! Nt like I find him fat.. but Nicholas slacked for awhile.. but still strong… VERY strong..



After church we went to eat at the coffee shop.. me and nixon went to buy za cai png gam and nicholas spent on some chicken rice and nasi goring.. butt spent like 4.50 on his food which Is like madness la.. hahahah.. then bought drinks… Nixon not enough so I helped him pay.. hahahah.. then walked gam to yishun mrt and went to SSC to buy the last few items for Regina’s present and looked for some interesting stuffs there.. hahaha.. spend more than a hundred dollars alrd.. I hope she likes it.. maybe she’ll gimme a hug :) then after SSC we went to my place :D



We sat down for awhile then I showed Nixon my Avatar book 1 to 3 and he got hooked.. HAHAHAH!! Then me and Nicholas took out the weights and started doing boobie training and arm training.. Nicholas super strong.. but my tits stronger than his :D HAH!!! Jus cant win his bicepts.. is too insane for me to comprehend… hahah.. after workout they went to eat fried kway teow my mom cooked and I ate almond cuz I still coughing.. sigh… weather mah… then went back to the room.. felt it was such a BEAUTIFUL DAY LA!!! So I asked bests friend if he wanted to go out on a date.. HAHAH!! then we decided go to sembawang park..

Its been sooo long since we gone there together.. lent him my shorts and shirt and shoes then we walked to sembawang park together.. sooo fun la… we talked about how we developed such fast walking pace and a lot of things lor.. when we reach Semabwang park, we caught the sunset together.. awww… so nice luhh.. then Nicholas say he shud buy a tent and pitch it there with joy and I should buy one and pitch a tent beside him with Regina.. then we were laughing so hard.. AHAHAHHA! Dunno for what… we saw some weird old man trying to seduce 2 young girls by dancing to the music… AHAHAHHAH!!! We walked on the beach together saw some nice fishes and then made our way back home.. such a nice day… Nicholas said it would be hard if I were to go out with me and joy.. but it’ll be damn fun.. one way or the other, one would be left out… but I really wudn’t wanna choose.. Nicholas has been with me for what? 9 years?? And I really love Regina.. soooo cant really make a choice.. God will make a way ;)




Well that’s it for today.. sorry wee wee.. cannot go out with ur.. my best friend needs me.. he say holidays without me very boring.. hahahah… so I must make up for lost time :D best friend always comes first… friendship is hard to develop.. its even harder to get it going for 9 years.. but we still can.. NOT that I dun wanna go out with u guys.. ohoh!! And Friday skating with out CLASS!!! OK?!?!? I hope ur get it… I think wee wee sure know.. the rest can ask her.. esp Irene and sam.. sotong.. HAHAHAH! JKI!!! Okay.. going to bed alrd :D happy looking at the stupid whacky photos :D