Time

I've finally the time to just relax and pen down my feelings.. It's really great out here.. Just that I miss home.. I learned not to put your hopes soo high on someone.. Because its really easy to get disappointed.. When you don't get what you expect.. Things turn out badly.. God says to those who a weary to come to him and he will give you rest.. I am thankful that I have a fater and king so wonderful..

I felt really down when one of my tests failed.. I wanted to see if friends were more important than I was.. Turns out to be! But I don't blame it on anyone.. Maybe it's just a long catch up? Then again.. Am I being to selfless?? Just like the one before?

I needed comfort and a little care and concern sprinkled with lots of love.. I didn't really get it.. In the end I feel dejected and lost.. Tonight is going to be a cold lonely night.. I'll pull it off.. It's dinner time now.. Just hope she could feel it.. If she knew.. I'd wish she'd just be there..