That mini heart attack

Today was a quite a productive day.. I've got to stay longer at the library.. Hahah. I've got much to do there now.. Studies quite abit.. Tmr I shall have a crack at departure and rejoining circuits.. 8components.. I can do it..

After work somehow managed to catch liying and she caught up with Jackie.. At the point of time. I didn't know what to feel and got very confused.. I felt like I was pushing her away.. But.. I didn't like it.. At all.. After Jackie left.. I began to think about some answers and my actions.. I didn't feel proud of it.. I wanted to apologize.. But it was way too awkward.. She wore something I like.. But my uniform.. Last warning..

I'm now thinking of that outcomes of staying friends.. Friendzone- Friday.. I wanna tell her.. But I don't wanna bug her about my worry wuss.. I gotto let go of it.. I trust her.. I have faith in her.. Time to let go..