100th Post :D

Hello all :D




New years eve for me was really interesting.. I woke up like what? 12noon? Then met jon at sembawang mrt then we went to ssc together.. got my monopoly card game ;D super fun! Then warren came and we went subway to eat.. took my math to do.. and my differentiation getting better :D weooo!!! So went home started playing then watched juno.. then we played monopoly then wait for Nicholas to come. Went to mrt to meet wen wen and went to yishun to meet Darren for dinner.. so got me warren nick jon wen and Darren.. went to 18 chefs.. very nice ;D super great.. then went home where we talk and watched russel peters.. wen t to get some snacks then now they all peng sang sleeping in my room.. im still thinking about things… :/ sigh.. I need to know how she feels.. I really need to know.. am I that a sucky bf?

Well.. we’re going to m’sia in abt.. 4 hours from now?? Hahahah !! gonna spend our new year there ! WOOOO!!! Cant wait SIA!! YEEEAAHH!! I think Benjamin and Jackie will be coming.. Darren cant come.. so sad… cant wait ;D

Today I accidentally called Regina.. but she was going to watch Alvin and the chipmunks 2.. so she apologized and told me not to angry.. but I wasn’t.. I just didn’t wanna talk to her till I came back.. but even that small lil concern I was sooooo damn happy! In the end texted her quite abit.. I feel suckish… kenna pwned by some small kid whom I do not even know if she cares for me or loves me.. I sometimes think that the feelings should be mutual and there should be equality between love… I feel beat down and taken granted for… I dun get a small good morning or good night anymore.. I feel used and really abused.. but I still love her.. why??? I dunno… but I do… a lot…