momments of truth

Hi all!

I was thinking to myself… does love forever really exist? I think it does.. I was told I have a gift of loyalty.. and im really aggressive to people whom im not close to.. generally. Esp outsiders who wants in… so.. I guess its good.. and bad.. I take from the 12 dogs I had in m’sia :D

Well.. as for today.. I resolute to live properly.. woke up at 3.. that’s not normal.. I know.. but I was TIRED! So I ate lunch.. then went to draw and play electric guitar till 4.. then I started studying math.. till 8.. then watch spongebob.. I kinda stopped at 6.30.. cuz my study stamina died.. so 630 I did some workout then went to shower and had dinner.. then talked to warren and we planned 9 to watch chipmunks.. abt 930 we were at GV yishun.. HAHAH! damn fast :D

It was damn nice.. the harmonization was.. pants farting GOOOODDDDD.. so after that we went to take mrt home.. hahah.. tts all.. tmr is the moment of truth.. going to see doc with warren.. if so I hope can treat..

I have a feeling that Regina isn’t with me anymore… I feel sad… cuz God used her to get closer to him.. and he even used her to show off.. so I think its very mean.. but God is good.. :) well.. I still love her… and I don wan her to feel tied down by me.. if we break up I’ll still go after her.. cuz… I feel attached to her.. she’s the first girl I ever held hands with.. so its smth special I’d only share with her.. :D

Good night all~ wish me luck and blessings tmr!


ps. i hope everything will come out tmr... results and results!!