Missses

Ellos alllsss

i've been thinking lately.. to write within 100words so as no to kill u with my crap...

soo.. whats been on my mind.. still has been and always been that kid.. sighh.. i've been really inspired by dramas lately... i think i'll just secretly love her from one corner and give all that i got.. cuz true love does not ask for anything back.. but thats ture love ;) God does it everyday.. he doesn't tire.. he does have emotions too know...

wells.. nicholas broke his ankle again.. dramatic.. called dad to pick us up then rush him home... carried him upstairs... hahah.. oh wells.. sooo late alrd.. talking to CSM :D always really funnn.. cant wait to go outtttt TMR!!

Love never gives up

Hello all ~ :D




Friday has been pretty great.. finally caught up.. and I got a surprise birthday at Mr cheongs house.. :D thanks all!! Esp nicholas.. hahahah.. I kenna tao pok 2 times… after prayer.. I faster cling on to Nicholas.. then I fought but… failed.. so I circummed to all that raw strength and just laid there.. I lost my breath.. felt my rib cage lost its width.. kenna compress… hahah.. stayed at nicholas’s house.. :D it was a blessing cuz I took over devotions luckily I went over.. learnt arnd 2am plus.. then slept.. snored according to nick and woke up abt 6.. went to shower and carried Nicholas to the toilet.. then faster faster went to school for parade. Very fun.. had Frisbee.. devotions was good :D and I nearly broke his guitar.. omg…



So after parade.. I was duty primer.. then the company sang birthday song for me :D shiokk.. but I nvr kenna tao pok.. lucky.. 60boys.. 14 primers.. 5officers.. sure die… plus got captain.. so fat.. LOL! Joking.. went meeting then went meeting and got 150dollars from captain as a birthday treat :D so I brought the primers all go eat sakae @ sunplaza.. then super full.. omg damn epic..



Lit wen order A LOT! Then at the last minute when we super full and wanna leave.. this horrible crappy cold piece of shit came.. then we had no choice but to eat.. BLAUGHHH.. felt so full.. there we laugh a lot. Then Benjamin was like plsplspls help me eat.. AHAHHA! owrse than beggar… moron.. then we went to NTUC buy yakult.. then I went home took stuff bathe and went DG.. it was fun.. then we did our quiet time.. had some games… then Gideon sent us back…



Sunday woke up pretty late.. then went to church.. after that we went to eat and I went home to study chem… thanks warren for ur imba notes.. then I went to sleep wake uo watch hot shot.. then now watching the okto show.. impressing mr perfect.. ahahha.. sis bought me presents! :D she still rmb and the fastest.. hahaha.. greaattt :DDD I looove the choco.. I keep indulging.. and I now have a planner :D!!! YAY!! Then I oso got a new diary of a whimpy kid :)



Tmr UT… sucks… T^T why tmr…



Well.. its 1day over 1month since that day.. reflecting back.. i somewhat feel better.. but still… its there… when can I have my heart back? Will I ever?? In church I was reading the bible when I came across this.. love never fails. Its faith hope and patience never fails… sigh.. don give up…

 

Last Day of W16B

2yers back.. hahah

sighh.. it was until today that i finally found that my class was really fun.. enjoyed my lunch with my class ppl.. super fun.. we went to woodlands plaza.. hahaha.. ate lor mee… I received the best member award ytd and Im pretty proud of it.. faci said I was highlighted and voted for the best leader and most improved a lot by my classmates too :D






oh wells now that is all behind.. I cant wait for fatboy to come RP then have a ballofatime :D wooohoOO~ ahhaha.. mmm..



I thought about it a lot.. and I do not think im gonna be a wuss.. the promise I made to that kid I will adhere it and won’t break it.. just like lin da lung.. I will keep my promise.. I know it sucks.. but love after all is selfless, it is not self seeking but giving, being faithfull and being true. Oh well… ;)



Going for meeting soon.. CSM is going to australlia to study.. there got so many dangerous creatures.. pretty worried for her.. 3years degree.. wish her all the best!



To FBFG, I want to GO TO WILDWILDWET!! And then we can spam all our vouchers at the same time.. when I come back… today I had a funny dream.. I dreamt that I died before turning 18.. then I was wandering around on earth going to heaven.. I didn’t want to go but to protect that little kid… sigh.. I dunno if it’s a gift… or a curse… wells.. tbc… good luck for all ya’ll UTs! JY!


its tmr where 1months past.. yet i cant forget...

very wonderful 17th birthday ;D

cant stop thinking bout her

last year birthday :)

Hello guys :)

This week has really been fun for me.. esp when I hang out with Nicholas and the DG… totally awesome… we went to watch movie.. watch the immaginarium.. walao.. I come out damn dizzy… then do a lot stupid things.. posted em on facebook.. really funny.. haahahhahaha.. school has been great thanks to my sem 1 ppl.. I dunno wad I’d do without em… if Nicholas not coming to rp.. I think I’d die.. lol… gonna prepare cards for ppl by Friday :) sem 2 class..

Well.. now its like 5days to checkup and birthday.. I think im gonna postpone my checkup… yet again… I think I shouldn’t have my b’dae.. sucks… cuz if really kenna.. then u oso don wan study alrd.. sigh.. 18 seems so… errrr…

Anyway.. they say it takes the same amount of time to forget as when you loved… but… I don’t think its working… ;( I think I still like her more than ever.. I told Nicholas about it.. uhh.. I think abt it every night.. I dunno what’s wrong with me… am I too loyal and devoted? When it comes to one person I really love… I just cant forget.. I have never forgotten… yet instead, I wait and pray for her… sigh.. everytime abt her its mostly sad… sigh…

Well… here’s to father santa who would care for my 18th birthday:

Dear Santa,
I think I have been a reasonably good boy this year. I have done so much to help people but also think I’ve been hurt.. so for my 18th birthday I would like a new heart… a purpose to live… and someone to really love and care for me.. someone special.. :(

If you can’t I don think materialistic things matter.. anyway I might die ssoooon.. so what the heckk..

If you could I would need:
A hoodie to keep me warm in class
A good lasting lunch box to put mommy’s breakfast inside
A pair of new skates or wheels so I can skate to school and save dads money
A piano to practice my songs
A guitar paddle and a 20watt amplifier.. maybe those are wants..
But it doesn’t hurt to wish right? :D

Hoping to celebrate on Saturday with BB kids and my bestfriend Nicholas after BB cuz he have to watch airshow with Gideon.. >:( not fair… but im happy for him :) he’s my bestest bro afterall~

Welll…to vivan my pui pui whom I have never quarreled with for and about anything, i hope u straighten ur mind with Darryl.. I think I know u for what? Since very long? When u p6 or p5? Hahha.. go think what u actually want.. I’ll be here for you :) jyjy~