I feel sometimes i am too nice.. but that's me.. call me selfish for just thinking of others ( stupid concept ) but things are just the way they are.. i sometimes feel caring for a person and sometimes just as much as a friend.. the significance of the ring is just too great for me to do anything yet.. or take a step.. it'll take time..



The Mickeymouse Ring..

Cant believe i had a bitch fit in the morning because i felt the christmas present i got for Jacelyn wasnt good enough.. kinda started packing last minute and in the end we somehow met for breakfast.. got Mr bean and took a train to habourfront which we overshot 2 STOPS! (how the heck did that happen bugs me) we still made it on time and i finally got to meet the person with the same birthday as me! was kinda thrilled and anticipating where and when she'll show up.. talked to the CTV guys and walked around vivo for abit before leaving to sentosa!

went to siloso and it was... a stage.. so we walked back and went to palawan instead! played a lil volleyball.. kinda failure.. me and yaya went to check out tanjong beach and when we came back.. they were conspiring to throw ppl into the water.. and i kinda heard throw in the water only.. so.. when i saw jacelyn flying inside.. i was.. oopps.. did i give green for smth wrong? sryyy.. :P in the end.. all of us started playing in the water and they tried to get changyen into the water.. and when i wanted to get them to come back i saw CY and ben running around a tree then ben started bending forward and rolling.. actually.. i didnt know what to think but when i was walking back with the guys and heard the story, i just burst out laughing! tho Jacelyn said CY was really violent she was kinda okay? that she let us throw her in! and everyone was WET and ben was kinda.. urm.. how'd u put it.. enjoying playing push the girl in the water. and sherman was.. throw sand on that girl.. AHHA! something fun was burying mothi and putting CY on my shoulders! SO COOL! i really need to do more squats cuz i was like.. weak.. :( not that CY is fat.. and i piggybacked Jacelyn to shore and even pulled bok and CY while they were holding on to the balls.. TEEHEE!


after all that fun, we washed up and went to MARCHE! had some potato thingy and it was awesome! talked abit.. gossip here and there and then went to catch the tourist! it was a really nice movie but i was like... Zzzz.. LOL! afterwhich we met the others for dinner at a food court and then we played card games! while zack marvelled at the quotes on the wedding cards and i was folding roses! went down to get bubble tea and had a really nice talk with bok chong.. felt really at ease and learned a few things.. felt a need to follow and read about God.. i am very worried i can never be spiritually on standard to teach my boys.. but i really want to try.. went back and as usual went with Jacelyn and went home :)

Today was such a nice day.. finally met someone with the same birthday! and we shared so many interest, dislikes, likes and even habits! sooo awesome.. shoot shag marry was pretty INTERESTING cuz Jacelyn wanted to marry Bok! HAHAHHA! i really enjoy this company of friends i have.. esp bok and Jacelyn..they have inspired me to push my levels higher :) Thanks guys <333

PRIMERS CHALLENGE!

The journey to Gopeng was really in need of time adjustment because we had so much constraints and there was a huge jam throughout so our teams played games and interacted with each other.. team 4 is awesome.. the Journey was pretty monotonous.. sleep.. eat... pee.. soon we reached the campsite and it was a kampung place! nth unusual to me.. and we took this really cool lorry and went down dodging stuff.. uber fun.. checked in.. wash up and had a briefing on the next days activities and gift exchange!

waterfall repalling was indeed an eye opener.. i realised that my fear of heights just died.. and it was soo fun going down. had an interesting talk with ms koh and team 4 and it was just so awesome that i did it twice! and even slid down the mini waterfall TWICE!! had lunch brought to us at the waterfall and went white water rafting which was a killer! alex was SOOO FUNNY! the instructors told him to swim but he was pretty gong gong so they threw the life line at him and SMACKED right on his PFD.. omg.. i cracked up like crazy.. rafting was super fun.. learned boom boom.. picked up rocks.. capsized.. screamed and played like anything.. it was over and we all we like.. uhhh.. went back to shower and next day briefing worship and skit prep

went to a wet cave and it was super fun.. had to go down really deep and there were so many amazing structures.. one looked like a old woman which was pretty creepy.. got a little claustrophobic when we had to go under into another level.. but it was alright.. cant believe how they started the route and crawling all over hitting heads on the rocks were part of the cool experience.. washed up abit and had lunch.. fed a cat and then went to another dry cave.. this time i ahd a helmet and head light instead of just one light stick.. hit my head like.. a thousand and one times and got a rock! had like so much fun scalling the heights of the cave and soon we were out and going down.. Joshua dislocated his left arm and i slowly helped him down which was pretty fun.. using just 1 arm.. YES AH! walked back to the campsite, washed up and had a talk, prayer and slept

on the last day, it was just a journey back home.. and i felt really awesome.. and the itch... ridiculous amounts of mosquito bites and i rushed to church for band practice and finally went home and took a good nights rest :)) next day is SENTOSA DAY! cant wait!

Lit wen came and stayed over.. and we kinda woke up and went to mssia.. bumped into momster and she gave us some breakfast and stuff then we headed down to msia tgt :)

had amazing WAFFLES for breakfast and waited for Lit wen's bro to come and pick us up. which then we went to his house and lit wen changed while i played his piano just for fun :PP took the car out and drove to have beef noodles.. but it was SOLD OUT! lit wen was like.. NOOOO!! AHAHAHAH! so we had like duck noodles instead.. and the service though at some run down place.. was really good.. and i kind of missed the rural life i had when i was younger.. saw A HUGE sewer rat the lenght on my forearm the SIZE of my THIGHS! no kidding! on the car to town, we were talking about how our grandparents disposed of rats.. and ew.. don't wanna type it out..

went shopping at city square and wen needed new pants cuz he dropped from a size 40 to a 34~!!! LIKE OH MY GAWD!!! i got slippers and a pair too and while buying slippers there were like this 2 girls like trying to fight over who gets to serve us and in the end the guy helped us.. it was pretty funny and flattering at the same time.. they had great spirit and a good sense to serve with a smile :) after that we went to popular to get 40bucks of stationary! HAHAHA! and headed to starbucks for one last nice conversation.. i kinda told wen i wanted a toffee grande and he bought me black coffee verti! AND I WAS LIKE!! OMG!!! im GOING T DRINK THAT?! HAHAHAHAH! i bought a starbucks tumbler which i can design myself and ima put all my platoon 4 and cute awesome pictures :)

spent about 150rm.. and then went back.. i really needed to pee.. omg.. and the bus was KILLING ME! hahaha! wandered around woodland while waiting for nicholas after waiting so long he finally arrived.. tho i was very much upset.. i didnt say a thing.. he knew that i knew and it just becomes normal that we forgive and it doesnt seem a biggie anymore.. want to thank jacelyn for accompanying me like chatting with me..

went to gams house and ate dinner.. flew a F-16 simulator :))) and went to play wii and drank wine.. after awhile i got tipsy and went to the recording room and slept on nicholas.. woke up and started playing and talking then we started jamming like till 3am.. and went to bed.. hahah!

woke up and went home to sleep.. kinda missed church.. :P and then by the time i woke up.. all my relatives were around and was kinda afraid to go out.. hahahah! well.. tmr's primers challenge.. GOOD BYE AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!




ARRGGGHHHH!! MY RETARD PHONE LOST THE PHOTOS!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *(!@^%#^&#*@!&(!!!! Noooo :(((((

I miss those times where me and my platoon could just have fun together.. today was one of those really memorable days.. had band practice first thing in the morning and then went down to northpoint to meet my primers and had an awesome manhatten fish market dinner and Mr cheong was showing us all his honeymoon photos and they were BEAUTIFUL!! After having dinner, we went to watch a little fockers and it kinda sucks.. was messaging girl most of the time.. hahah!

After the movie we we talked and laughed abit and lit wen came to my house! Called Nicholas over and we played monopoly deal like 3rounds and every round the 1^st person who started won! So eventually in all 3 rounds, all of us managed to win :) was camming with girl while doing so and she was trying to cheat.. tskk.. then we play dai di! And Nicholas OWNED!!

Nicholas dying from winning!

my happy meal :)

crazy cravings...

Talked to bok and Changyen and then left to macs for supper! O.O I had like a happy meal and wen was just dying for a double macspicy.. watched some retarded and awesome football shots and went back .. lit wen Is just lying there now… going to bed! Tmr im heading to m’sia! Tata~

a very much dead nicholas

today was a pretty good day :)

woke up and was talking to girl.. and she kinda encouraged me when the internet was down and all crummy.. got to see her dog and i found that things dont really turn out well when you do wrong things.. girl talked me into going down to HQ and i met her at sembawang to take DC's topie (or wadever its spelled) and went down tgt.. she went to bishan and i went to orchard..

on the way over, i saw that the train was SOOOO full.. and i even thought of going to woodlands and coming down.. but i jus Told myself that God will provide.. and when i met girl.. the next train was EMPTY! like.. WOW! praise God from whom all Blessings FLOOOWWWWwwwww~ :))

bid farewell to girl and sort of made her embarrass herself cuz she went to the wrong door and it was HILARIOUS!! HAHAHAH! went down to HQ and it was like a prize giving ceremony! got a cert and a lovely card from xing ya.. had a nice dinner and for old times we oh ya pei ya som to see who cleared the dishes and xing ya and fiona ZHONG! haahahha! talked to peksuan and ben before leaving to Great world city for ice cream and took some pictures..

went to bishan to meet girl again and we went for supper.. it was fun talking and teasing on the train and soon we parted ways with her hands a bag of frenchfries and i went back home :)

Talking to bok chong now.. and a realization that Danny sir was talking to me abt.. that my platoon will slowly drop out.. and i feel like crying if im the only one left.. i dont want to be alone serving 11th.. and i really miss lit wen.. hope friday comes sooner.. ;(

finally i have time to catch up and blog...

here's YOGI!! and BOOBOO! hahahah!

today i woke up bright and early and went down to watch repunzel with warren jk and belle.. we had a really laughing good time.. after which warren and i went to HQ and i seriously got raped by benny and their coy ppl.. what a bunch of crazy kids... went to SSC with warren and had a really nice time talking to each other.. i guess that's how relations build.. by speaking to one another... also in that time.. i sort of had some conflicting mindsets spinning through my brain.. first.. i was confusing her.. then i got confused.. then she said only can confuse her and then i got really confused.. I MEAN... JUST SAY HOW YOU FEEL!! its not like im going to eat you.. ughhh... but wadevv.. things are nt that cleared up yet.. but its good.. cant wait to go down to meet lit wen.. i miss him so much i jus wanna fly and hug him.. primers challenge and wedding in a few days.. sighss.. well.. here we go again~

SGB

my SGB was GREAT! made many new friends like bok chong, jarrel, desmond, zeng ke, qi jie, benedict, mark, zach jacelyn and  so many more! we really had so much fun these past few days.

we had fun playing with flour doing warehouse staying over and gossiping! it was just a really great experience and i totally enjoyed it... although there were some scandalous things going on, it turned out really well and i really recieved lots of care and concern from people.

something special that really happened was that i really got to experience God's power and i teared a little.. i also felt weirdly fond of Jacelyn and cant believe she backstabbed me with flour.. but it was super duper fun.. she had flour and like some retard monkey taking it out of her head on the MRT..

everything is super awesome thanks to God :)

Today went to school and was really tired...

afterschoool went for meeting and went for band practice.. learned abit of wing chun from lester and then Moses drove us back. went to yew tee first because we sent bradon back first then mo sent me back :)
he jus passed his TP and WOOHOOO!! soo fun.. was driving like 130? and went for tau huay :DDD hahahahah!

SUPER TIRED! my schedule this week:

10th HQ meeting 1900
11th HQ car flag off 0700-2200
12th PP
13th PP printing
14th HQ SGB
15th ~
16th ~
17th ~
18th HQ SGB( last day ) officers and primers meeting, company camp, PP Poster presentation
19th HOLIDAY!
20th Gathering
21st Outing
22nd Outing
23rd Rest
24th CHRISTMAS EVE
25th CHRISTMAS!!!
26th Primers Challenge
27th Primers Challenge
28th Primers Challenge
29th Primers Challenge
30th New years eve
NEW YEAR!!

come back school, exam..

Something special from a special someone ;)

Camp Temasek V

I AM FINALLY BACK!! Camp temasek was AWESOME TTM!!!

We has so much fun and activities in store and the whole days were packed with fun filled excitement, hard work, sweat, standing and lots and lots of encouragement and new friendships found with the campers as well as the officers and primers from other companies. I was in a sub committee member in the activities but part time transport and security ( actually more of security full timer) we had to patrol and do night shifts and just be the bad cops around the camp instilling discipline and order. We did a fire drill which was AWESOME! I got to cycle around with a loud hailer and toilet paper stuffed down my ears. I super enjoyed my time with James Sir, Danny Sir, John Sir, Fiona, Jia Ming and Aaron. (ELITE TEAM)  the camp was packed with activities such as Laser Tag, IGTS, SOC, archery, rock climbing, fencing sugei buloh walk and dragon boating. I tried all these except the walk and dragon boating but still I enjoyed my time with the boys and officers whom participated with me in these actiivites. We shared alliances and common enemies to take out the snipers to just singing songs at night. I got to be the MC for the saturday night fever which was completely THRILLING! The participants were so hyped up and we all enjoyed a good time of partying and singing to dancing! Had some great fun trying new things and learning from the activities and even making friends with the laser tag team such as Brian whom was a former Boy from the 12Br. I was really attached to asia because I had a sec 2 going  by himself so I would always look for him talk to him and comfort him. He found friends and even started disturbing them. We shared a lot experiences and I really felt closer to him. This is the kind of thing that draws me to the boy’s brigade. The bridge between my boys and I is just really great. We had a lot of fun during the pasar malam! I had a arm wrestling match and played with boys and even talked to some girls from the 1^st Jakarta company. It was really fun and made new friends that night. We all walked and talked even though I was still security with the walkie talkie, I still sang songs and went around with a santa hat. That night we had  a worship session and I felt so awe struck by God’s grace. We haven’t been praying a lot and making sure about the spiritual part of the camp but that night I felt really special and linked again. I really enjoyed Camp temasek and I saw many teary eyes and bitter smiles as I marshaled buses filled with reluctant campers but it was an experience they never forget and I too received a token from a special girl from an international company. I feel very moved and yet missing the camp.