WOOOOO

YESS! i feel so accomplished.. when the world (compost bin model) was crashing down.. i didnt know what to do.. though its still imperfect and i still gotto tweak it a lil.. im still glad i finished it.. in... 6hours.. :(

im enjoying a cup of warm milk and 3 chocochip cookies :D

Santa! want some?!

i learnt how to use dad's power tools! hahahah! awesome shit... and its not exactly really pretty.. its huge.. dammit.. i really regret.. fk. my teamates say bigger.. go fuck urselves.. look at the goddamn scale drawing u fucking idiots..

i dont blame them for deficiency in imagination and the thought that comes to my mind right now? is power hungry.. boss wannabe and totally no mutual respect for each other.. u want things done so badly? do it yourself!

through the process.. i kept asking myself.. WHY... am i fking doing this for them.. i dont really give a shit alr.. i hate the project.. * tip to year 2s.. if the project sucks.. CHANGE immdiately or consult ur mentor.. by far.. i have only this to say to myself.. once again.. i have proven myself to be more than a capable person.. i can easily do the project by myself..

research.. materials... so easy.. but ima taking this positively and make it a challenge.. in the real world.. oh yea..

well.. here it is :)

We start here

Calling in the BIG GUNS!

DONE!

Can see there are a few flaws and could use a few tweaks.. but not bad :D

Doesnt it LOOK GORGEOUS!

WHAMOH

My nose..
a really sensitive physical organ
filled with millions of villi
capable of trapping anything greater than 10microns
helps me to enjoy smells of the world
allows me to detest the smell of some world..
allows me to taste and make my mouth waterrrr...
today.. my nose...
ran..
leaked..
bleed..
ahahahaha!!


look im busy.. i've got a life.. i need to accomplish things more than anyone of you people did.. I worked it off without complaints.. its time you shut your trap and just do the stupid thing..


Band Practice today was AWESOME!


i played Keyboard, Bass, Acoustic (role) and Electric (n.Role) :DDDD WOOO!!
ive got some serious practicing to do... next week.. talk about stepping up my game...


Monday: IG Meeting
Tuesday: Meeting with Dr Lay Peng (impt)
Wednesday: Meeting with Council (impt)
Thursday: Band Practice
Friday: EVENT (impt)
Saturday: FYP presentation
Sunday: Band (impt)


screwed..

HERO

my neck really hurts.. i think its the posture i find myself waking in.. ow..

Last Night was terrible.. i had a fever with every other stupid flu symtom.. sorethroat.. cough.. nose.. uggh.. then my sis came in and on the air con.. i nearly died of hypothermia.. i was so weak i couldnt even stand up.. so i just curled up and hope to outlive the storm.. :/ spent the WHOLE entire day sleeping.. but now feeling so much betta! i think if i went for a jog i should be fine.. my body is still weak.. and im poppin woods shots and tons of panadol.. hope i can study for tmr's UT.. have a feeling ima flunk this one.. :(

come to me as a substitute again and you will breathe ur last breath

Wonderous sunset.. clouds.. jizztastic

ACK... im suddenly really really sick...
nose is leaking like a leaky tap.. jus... water.. i dont know.. what kinda stupid response is that to my body.. the receptors stop functioning? cannot volatilize mucous and its all.. dripp drop?

ughh.. physics sucks.. Waste water.. :D not too bad! studied and hope it pays OFF! mmm.. went shopping.. and i know what i wanna get.. 2 shirts.. or 1.. shoes.. dark blue cotton ons.. soo comfortable.. and 2panda T-shirts :D cant wait..

ima turn in earlier tonight.. maybe after practicing a few scales and chords.. :D that's all~

Skies of Blue

when i look up to the sky and it never fails to help em realise how insignifacnt i am on this planet.. my existence is just one of many..

One thing i hate most in my life is when people try to solve my problems or think i have a problem at all.. kinda feel how a woman feels.. LOL! besides that point.. i mean.. so what if i failed once in my life? you know i am the type that gets back on my feet easily.. i am an AQ Captain.. i wont be defeated so easily.. so i didnt get my PA.. so i didnt pass my driving at one shot.. but those arent the reasons why i didnt attend so many meets.. its cause i feel i spend too much time there alr.. i need time for myself.. enough of doing things that i dont like.. besides being in school.. actually i prefer school..

Well.. if you feel that you have to FIX me.. lets see you try!

Failure

Despite what the title says and how horrible i am feeling now.. the only thing that is tiding me over this tough times is my platoon.. i really love you guys.. i cannot imagine life without anyone of you..

i almost cried when Nicholas said i still love you.. hahaha! awesome people..
went shopping, makan, Movie with wen which burned all the major dissapointment in me.. it'll blow off..

God says..

its not the times.. its the time.
i think.. :P

umm.. im thinking.. i have too much at one time.. its always 2girls.. 2tasks.. 2problems.. 2tests.. 2 everythings.. i need to focus on 1..

VROOM to the VROOM

DRIVING TEST!

Directional Change:
Enter Spot
Center car to entree
Signal right
Safety Check
Reverse abit
Full lock right
Check Back
Straighten Car
Signal Left
Check back
Engage 1st gear
Move out
STOP AT STOP LINE

Moving Off Slope
Turn in to course
Brake
Handbrake
Slowly let go brake
Signal Right
Biting Point x2
Check blindspot
Let go hand brake
Move off
Clutch in
Brake
Stop at stop line
Signal


S-Course
Enter
Gear 1
Clutch Control
Stop At Stop Line
SIGNAL

Crank Course
Enter
Gear 1
Clutch control
stay right whilst turning left vice versa
Stop at stop line
SIGNAL

Vertical Parking
Allign car to the right
Check mirror
Signal left
Safety Check
Engage reverse Gear
Reverse till point
check Right
check mirror
Full lock Left
Check Back
Check Mirrors
Signal
Move out from shoulder and TURN

Parallel
Allign car to the centre
Check mirror
Signal left
Safety Check
Engage reverse Gear
Reverse till point
check Right
check mirror
Check until black spot
Check back
Check tyre reach yellow line
Full Lock right
check Back
engage 1st gear
turn 3rounds
turn back 1 round when straight
park properlly
signal right
Check Mirror
Check Blindspot
Move out



--- END OF CIRCUIT ---


ON ROAD
1) Keep safe Driving Distance
2) Keep Within Speed Limit
3) Change Lane ACCELERATE
4) SIGNAL NO MATTER WHAT!
5) CHECK BLINDSPOT THEN FKING TURN
6) STAY ALERT
7) SMILE!
8) Think about God!
9) Don't Anticipate Traffic LIGHT! OMG!
10) LOOK FAR! do not VEER OFF COURSE
11) DONT FKING ROLL BACK!
12) ENJOY!!!


damn.. i can write a thesis on driivng.. but execution.. holy cow.. please.. i pray for a benovelent instructor.. a kind lenient one.. with a big big heart.. for me to pass.. and i pray for road conditions to be CLEAR! PLEASE AHHHH!!!! stupid truck! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzz ttm T-T

all the best Louis! get some rest!

BWAAAHHHHRRRHH!!!

if i were a dinosaur.. that's what i'll say!

Tomorrow is the BIG DAY.. my Driving Test.. im really really afraid to fail.. its making my tummy go all woozy.. :(((( i cant afford to fail tmr.. ive got too much to lose.. T^T

well.. Yesterday.. when i was driving.. i met this omg pretty girl.. totally worth it.. i felt that really awesome melting feeling once again! ahhaahah! srsly.. i was driving and our cars were like opposing each other and it got really close when i parked the car.. i felt that the feeling was mutual.. but who am i to say? ahahaha! didnt see her today.. and i felt that im not prepared.. so ima go drill air driving.. make sure im not going to wing this but use hard work to accomplish.. its not gonna be easy.. i really hope something good can come of this..

well if i fail.. ima go msia and cry it all out to lit wen..

In Christ Alone

In ev'ry Victory, let it be said of me
my source of strength, my source of hope
is Christ alone

;)

Lit Wen is FINALLY BACK!!! but i feel i have little time to spend with him.. i gotto do TICE and every other aspect to my life.. im feeling so down and tired.. but this song.. just gave me strength.. prayerfully.. i'd ask God for strength and wisdom.. <3

today i will hit the SEXTUOPLETS! PLUS ONE!

YAY! lit wen is coming back alr!!!
I CANT WAIT FOR ROUND SINGAPORE KAYAKING! and and and.. i cant wait for SHOPPING :DDD but i got lost of exams coming upp..

just finished my training and my arms are still trembling.. donno if i can wash my hair.. yet alone reach it.. so shiok.. havent felt like this in ages.. feel like sprinting like crazy now.. but after.. 800meters prolly die on the floor.. XD

genomics today.. a lil hard.. i still not very sure.. :((( i need good books to read.. im a reader.. nt much of a researcher.. and i am bad at words.. lil not confident me.. parade or train tmr.. sigh.. im more towards training.. feel like leaving BB for this bit..

Being Single is GREAT!
you get to choose.. and the power of choice.. aint that bad.. aint got restrictions.. aint got no rulz :D
-Personality
-Looks
-Height
-build
-Family Background
-character
-Religion
all for my checklist.. and i am free :)

yet im always dangling with a missing half..