Wow.. How long has it been since I've actually blogged! It's been a crazy year.. Right now I'm listening to yui - my generation. It's 230am and I cannot sleep :( probably cuz of the chocolate and some conversation that dust go well.. Where do I start.. How bout bmt?
Enlisting into the army has changed my life in decision and I know what I what kind of leader a want to be. There hasn't been a day where we didn't have memories.. Everything I did I relied on the strength of my section mates.. Really miss them all..
After bmt I somehow was chosen to be the platoons best recruit! And got a chance to be a pilot! It's really awesome stuff.. I've done so many things with this batch of pilot trainees that I really think ill miss them when we depart to australia in our different batches..
I've done many crazy things toward the end of this year and I feel pretty good about myself. However I feel everything I've done hasn't been glorifying to God.. I really want to spend a day in His Courts that i may experience his grace and holiness
I'm very appreciative of God placing me with such a great dg. These young men are the funniest most talented bunch of heroes I've ever met and I am glad I have them that I can grow closer to God as well as giving me positive influence :)
I've been thinking abt a relationship no doubt. But I don't see the green light.. It's not time and though the gate has opened.. I've yet to go closer to the garden.. I think about my past relationship and wonder if things could work out. I still think of DL no doubt.. Torn by decisions, I'd like to share the process that I'm going through with someone special to pray and grow as we progress.. It sounds great eh!
Well.. This didn't take long but it is a long post.. Gonna try to sleep.. If all else fails ill zombie tmr and read foxtrot :)
Peace which transcends through the whole world be with us tonight :)
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