Sunday, December 30, 2012

New Year's Eve

A new beginning in life.. Got hit 21soon.. I look at my books with great intent of studying and I wonder what's in store for me as a pilot.. Hopefully I'll make it out there.. If I don't, experience worthwhile and God has greater plans

Today I learned not to make assumptions too quickly and I believe the gap has been narrowed. Each passing day we talk a little less formally and more in content. I feel very contented with what He has provided for me. Yet I'm still unsure.. The curse of a mans heart.

Today was great! Got stuck in a lift leaving 10mins to service. Keyboard drop.. Acoustic drop.. I missed me Cheong's house warming. But I managed to do my cards :) proud of it. I hope the ppl like them. But things alway don't turn out as they plan.. They backfired leaving me in a hopeless mess..

Tmr is a brand.. Eh.. Today is a new day.. Grocery shopping.. Last minute prep.. Drive to Eunice's place.. Go Qlc and countdown :) can't wait!!

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Friday, December 28, 2012

Last day at cmpb

Returning the pass today to cmpb made me feel very upset. It was leaving a place where i didn't want to. I really like the people and the work we do there, the friends I have made and come to know.

The day started of quite rough.. Didn't exactly get enough sleep.. But I managed to pull through to after work, meeting the group and dg for a movie

I am very thankful for someone I've met; the kindness and appearance makes It feel surreal and I want to share God with that person. Might be too early but i pray He'll work in mighty ways

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Thursday, December 27, 2012

Wiping the dust off

Wow.. How long has it been since I've actually blogged! It's been a crazy year.. Right now I'm listening to yui - my generation. It's 230am and I cannot sleep :( probably cuz of the chocolate and some conversation that dust go well.. Where do I start.. How bout bmt?

Enlisting into the army has changed my life in decision and I know what I what kind of leader a want to be. There hasn't been a day where we didn't have memories.. Everything I did I relied on the strength of my section mates.. Really miss them all..

After bmt I somehow was chosen to be the platoons best recruit! And got a chance to be a pilot! It's really awesome stuff.. I've done so many things with this batch of pilot trainees that I really think ill miss them when we depart to australia in our different batches..

I've done many crazy things toward the end of this year and I feel pretty good about myself. However I feel everything I've done hasn't been glorifying to God.. I really want to spend a day in His Courts that i may experience his grace and holiness

I'm very appreciative of God placing me with such a great dg. These young men are the funniest most talented bunch of heroes I've ever met and I am glad I have them that I can grow closer to God as well as giving me positive influence :)

I've been thinking abt a relationship no doubt. But I don't see the green light.. It's not time and though the gate has opened.. I've yet to go closer to the garden.. I think about my past relationship and wonder if things could work out. I still think of DL no doubt.. Torn by decisions, I'd like to share the process that I'm going through with someone special to pray and grow as we progress.. It sounds great eh!

Well.. This didn't take long but it is a long post.. Gonna try to sleep.. If all else fails ill zombie tmr and read foxtrot :)

Peace which transcends through the whole world be with us tonight :)

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