experienced on of the most horrible sakae buffets yesterday.. although i had alot of fun.. it still sucked.. buffets are never good because you don't enjoy the food.. instead.. you go on a frenzy just trying to wipeout every single plate oon the conveyor belt.. in yesterdays' case, we tried wiping out the menu and taking on the chef.. bad idea...


well.. scheduled my time.. and only NOW... am i really gonna start working hard.. gonna stress alot cuz of time restraint.. and again.. its my nature to finish things at the last minute.. got the new google widget thingy on my desktop.. really like it :D YAY!!

this.. couldve been captains last bite.. ( wasabi BOMB in that tamaki.. :D )

tmr's gonna be a bad day.. i can just feel it slithering down my neck.. accckkk.. go to hell wednesday!

been busy these few days.. meetings and completing Penguin models all that.. rushing my PP now.. cuz i dont wanna do it during holidays.. wanna REALLY holiday.. so gonna finish up work and have ample time for rework.. if i did.. holy crap... hmmm.. researching is really hard.. cant find crap.. so gonna borrow some books from the library bout ATC records and stuff...


To wee: the bumps will go away.. wait for the angel :D

To Sam: TAKE CARE OF THE DOG!!!!


gonna take a nap right now.. just something i read...


what is faith, it is a believe, without faith, we would not have hope.

Ashley Naan :D

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Amber ant :D

actually its just red ant in a straw of a teh O :DDD HAHAHAH!

THANK YOU VON for Motivation :DDD

Today is SIS'S BIRTHDAY!!!


unwillingly sloppishly woke up today and headed to Mr cheong's house.. for some reason.. the police were running some weird exercise which made me miss my train hence causing me to be late.. zzz.. went for a run and work out.. complete 6 types of pullups 2 sets each.. 2 sets of leg raises, 2 sets leg thrusts, 2 sets of dips.. and continued to run.. went to waterfront park and IT WAS AWESOME!! WOOO~Ooooo~ take me there anytime!

blowing the candles

Guitarist and photographer :) dad me sis dom mom :D

some thing i got for donating a dollar :D

Present!

after which, ran some errands for Mr cheong and then went back to meet bro to buy presents.. and holy crap.. what are the chances of meeting her... when i first caught glimpse... i was like oh fk... then i realised i had no reason to fear her.. so i just stood where i was.. some some other cute girls too.. :P then suddenly i felt a thrust on my back.. and it was her.. OMGOMGMGG!! WTF?! in the train... awkward~..~ met dombutt and went to buy presents :) didnt take much time to spend my weeks allowance so there.. went back home.. wanted to cook dinner but dad was way ahead of me.. soo i took a nap :D dinner~ celebration~ played the guitar.. ate cake.. talked.. seemed really fun.. i love family.. :)

i know... why yogurt right?? cuz she like maaahhhh~~

Sidney Sheldon book

A card

A mouse! cuz i broke hers.. :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!!!


now you're sleeping in my rooom.. havent thought a gift yet.. hmmm all i know you wan is go japan and nice food... hmmm.. tmr going training.. i cant get her choco cuz imma eat it myself.. stuff toy too stupid.. something you can use... i am stumppeddd. maybe we can go buy shirt :D we shall see~



donno if i should sleep or watch bleach.. :(


still.. i dont know how to approach you.. and i suck at this.. so please don eat me !!!


today's meeting... thank God for Kristy.. omg.. that PERSON is just fucked up.. crazy ass bitch.. laugh like retard.. talk crap.. loud.. fat.. act cute.. goes: NYAAAaaaa... OMG!! FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER! .!. worse of all... : I dont eat veg because i don need it to shit.. all i have to take is a bottle of coke and the caffine will expel the food inside me... OMG!! FUCK YOU SLUT!! LOOK AT YOURSELF YOU FKING WHORE~!!! YOU"RE FAT!!!! GO JUMP OF A BUILDING!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!



why i fking hate fat people.. not everyone though.. just THIS one typically... omg.. wasting the world's resources just on this person... shall we start researching on body oil refineries? then we can use these non-useable people for a good cause... (Y) to that!

Suckish day... missed church.. missed training... talked alot to Regina and Wee today.. hmmmm.. what is that girl trying to do... tmr is training and PP day.. must dedicate 12hours.. fighting!

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

REGRET....

Dear A,

i admit the decisions i made was really upsetting and i broke your heart really bad. it is until now that i know how it feels and i understand if you hate me and despise me, i would,

it started off when we first met in CF and the first camp we went to.. i really fell for you back then, couldn't stop thinking about you and all i wanted was to be near you, the most memorable thing i could remember was when we were making the little animal sounds and i was moo(ing) out for you.. when i felt u were near i quickly grabbed you despite the blindfold and pulled you in.. it was so blissful. We talked 1 to 1 during dinner when you started poking my styrofoam box making me eat all that weirdish white substances. it made you smile, and i was glad..

Days went past, a year passed, i found out you had a boyfriend, so i gave up hope.. but one day, we were talking on msn.. still the really old one.. i rmb that day clearly.. you were hinting me.. typing my name over and over again, i told you i liked you, and so did you, a beautiful fluttering radiated through my heart.. you said i was really kind and caring, i felt you were beautiful, cute and simply sweet.. everything i could want that time. we spent nights talking on the phone, msging each other and walking you home after school since it was on the way back home too.

Today is the day where u first gave me a present. it was a blue tube with little shells and had my name in it.. i was sooo stunned and amazed how'd you get it in? i was happy.. you had one in your little pinkish bottle.. i hung it on my bag.. never took it off.. not till now..

the day came when i made the worst decision of my life, i mixed up my feelings from admiration to love. it was folly and i told you i loved you more like a sister. a message came in, you asked how many % did i love you, i said 70%.. i wanted to breakup with you.. when i typed it out.. silence.. no response.. i felt your heart wrench and i knew you cried.. you broke up with your other boyfriend just to be with me and i gave you this kind of crap.. i told you forget what i said, i'm sorry but you said i wanted to break up and you accepted it. i didn't know why i did not fight for it.. worse of all, the next day was another camp, and somehow, i managed to convince you to come.....

another day, we were together, i recieved a call from someone.. he asked what the difference is between a teddy bear, and a bucket of shit.. i hung up and called you.. felt so cowardly back then.. i did not understand till you told me, i used to be your brown bear.. probably your admirer.. you comforted me and gave me assurance with your sweet gentle voice. i'd never forget that momment.

The camp came.. you were sitting at the back of the prayer hub.. cuddled up with your pink luggage.. i went over and sat beside you.. talked abit.. i remember giving you a pat and walked off to prepare somethings. the camp went on quite well and you said you feel thankfull for the comfort.. i felt sorry... 

years passed and there was sometime that i felt we were connecting back again.. however, i just didn't make that connection, i knew you still wanted to give me a chance, and you had some feelings for me.. i just did not comply and reciprocate the feelings.. instead.. we drifted apart... i don't know you anymore...

There are nights and times when i think about what i did to you.. the love, care and concern, the affection, patience and trust you had in me, i was too stupid, i didnt understand, i never knew why i did the things i did to you, but it is just eating me inside out... given a chance, i wouldn't mind just to make up for the things i SHOULD have done.. brought you out.. called you.. and be there to listen.. now you're like a princess, all grown up, fashionable and dazzling, but i still see the once small innocent, cute, sweet and loving girl you once were..

i only regret not cherishing you instead, i crushed you at such a tender age, i feel guilty and you could have turned out better than what you are, i feel responsible.. you might feel too bad, you had your chance, its you're just deserts.. i look at you now a feel distant, no way i could be near you.. neither would i ask to have you back... but if i had a chance for you to break me instead of me doing it to you, i would give what ever i have just to change that...

i'm sorry A,

Night was tough... i thought about the past and the most regretful thing i have done in my whole life.. one thing that i shouldn't have done.. till today, guilt still creeps up on me a slowly devours me from the inside.. a letter to her.. a thought shared, pain eased, memories return.. regret stays...

today i had CLP interview.. may God's will be done.. after which.. went to church for practice.. today was the 25th anniversary.. and it was totally cool~ prac was screwed up.. however. things went smoothly for some reason.. i didn't screw up.. YIPPIE !!! :DDD went for the dinner and had LOTS of fun with my DG people.. sooo lively loving bunch.. :) through God, anything is lasting... went for DG.. talked.. played.. laughed, and listened to this orgasmic song.. impossible..

Beautiful song..


slept for like 1hour after DG while gid mo and nick went to fix new drum skins.. seph and gam were doing econs.. so.. yea.. hahaha.. watch YOG on the com and then went for supper... it was awesome... talking to xian wee now... seems like things are back as they were :) feels great... hahahah! and lit wen too!! HAHAH! HI LIT WEN!! I REALLy MISSS YOUU!!! well.. ive gotto bathe... tmr got service and training.. here's whats for supper :)

random guys we played volleyball with :) 

I'M FINALLY BACKK!!!! YESSSS!!

Checkout the masculine Blackboy in tights on da RIGHT BABAEEEee~


Sentosa was really fun.. had an awesome CG chalet and learned how to play volleyball from Kai 2nd from right.. so this is what happened: (long story starts)

Drinking Game!

on wed, i met warren at semb MRT to head to khatib to catch up with kai , darren and jon, so we ate fish soup and met at jon's place. watched year 1 which was uberrr funny.. so blasphemous though.. we were waiting for sotong to arrive which he never did.. so we went to sentosa first.. took 855 to habourfront and ate chicken rice before going to buy groceries.. got some booze and snacks then we left for the skyride or whatever that is.. then we checked into the chalet and went down to the beach. now Me, warren, jonathan, darren and kai yuan were strolling down the beach when we met this group of indian people.. ( 1 was really handsome.. like some bollywood star..) so he asked jon to snap some shots for em and so he did.. then we asked if we were playing volley ball and kai said yea.. and asked if they wanted to.. so they told us they would find us after.. so we went down to the volleyball site and practiced abit.. kai taught but somethings were too distracting... heehee >:) so the group of Indians came we played abit.. we totally SUCKED! after awhile 3 of 5 of em left.. prolly know why luhh.. and then leaving 5 of us.. war and darren sat out.. so they went to frisbee.. so me jon and kai played a match.. and we like lost... 7-0... omg.. we sucked TTM! so we shook hands and they left.. so we played till sotong came about 7!!!! then we went to look for dinner.. koufu was closed.. so we went to 7-11 and got 3cupnoodles each.. went back to the chalet and rinsed off, boiled the cup noodles and ate dinner.. while talking.. it felt really creepy for some reason... however.. we stills stayed and then after eating, we went up for drinking game! i taught the guys how to play and we had AWESoME FUN!! made a mix of redbull, lime and 40%alcohol about 1/4 the bottle... darren and ben got drunk.. so we slept when we got scolded by management.. slept for nuts... cuz when someone spoke all was awake.. so in the end... we all woke up at 5.. started talking.. ate cup noodles and bread.. watch YOG and listened to Japanese anime music :D


walking around Sentosa brought back many fond memories.. shared slippers, fun-filled games, never-ending pranks and exuberance in that place. the hot sun gave a mark which told the world that our group had went there together..


morning about 9, we headed out to practice volleyball.. so we played abit and went swimming... this part was epic.. we played chariots 2v2v2.. so we anyhow pair and started on rampage to destroy each other.. hahaha! then we played with benjamin taking out his pants and putting it on a rock.. !!! LOL!!! after that, we went for lunch and waited for the others to join us.. we put the BBQ food in the fridge and went to volleyball :) there was this school team there so Kai..... went to ask them and DAMN they were AWESOME!!! they set the ball very nicely for for each other, chemistry was great... they had great control and they just made me shit my pants.. so we played like friendly passing and stuff.. then they like see us so weak keep colliding against each other so they pang chance.. but we slowly improved as the ball went over the net each time.. so we played a 4v4.. me kai jon and ben.. it was a really tough match.. but we managed to pull through.. we wanted to get like 5-15 but it seemed we were down 3-12.. so we were like all.. aiya... that kind then the service fell short.. which i think was on purpose.. so we slowly gained.. jon's defence was GREAT! and i had to say my service improved tenfold :))) and the chem worked out well.. however.. we were still beaten 8-15.. it was so cool :) shook hands and played on the other court.. seeing them play real is just.. orgasmic.. they didn't spike us.. but the way they do... wooo.. pin-point accuracy at break-neck speed.. gist.... so after playing a few good rounds, we sat down to watch a match when 2 guys came to play.. the green shirt and the topless guy from the 1st photo.. so kai asked them for a 2v2 so he asked me to play.. hahaha.. natural la :D so we passed the ball around like amatuers but improving then we played match!!! 7balls and this time... we emerged VICTORIOUS!!!!! 7-3 it was tight.. they were good.. most points were either they missed or cuz my service :D YIPPIE!!! awesome foursome possom orgasm!!!
went back to the chalet for BBQ talked to Mr cheong and learned the science behind the charcoal and fanning.. really cool.. started cooking and as usual.. chef's speciallities made hearts warm and tummies crying for more :) 1 remark... all learnt from the best non other than LOK LIT WEN :D YAY!!! played some games.. helped ppl set up their fire.. in return, he got us 2 bottles of soft drinks :) appreciate it ! it was pretty fun and a good crowd.. jia ming, fiona, melvin, simon, Mr Cheong, Ms Chia, yvonne, fabian, gabriel, jon, darren, kai, ben, warren and I were present :) kai jon and von a failed cooks.. inedible food.. bleeughhh.. :D hahahah! so after all was done, we went back to the room for MORE drinking game! this time.. we had a new guy.. fabian! chugged our drinks in a sudden death game and oh ya peh ya som for the last 5cans of beer.. totally drunk... we poked the cans right out and shoved in down.. only me and jon managed to get it all down... it was coool! but we got scolded for messing up the place got really tipsy for both days.. but this day was the worst.. my thoughts were all messed up but my consciousness was still working so i quickly showered and made some spot and quickly went to sleep..


remembering the 1st day i went to her house.. she made porridge for me and it warmed me up so much because it was raining that day.. it was one of the happiest days in my life...

i have no idea what it is.. but its nice at night. :) intergrated resort? or casino? LOL!

typewritter performance

Rudra (metal band..)

woke up about 630? and fabian left for school so i went back to bed after taking some water.. faced all flustered and had bloodshot eyes.. OMG... woke up again at 930? watch YOG and packed up the room.. we checked out about 1130 after showering packing 963 with warren back.. wanted to take 855 with darren, jon and kai but war alone so either yishun or woodlands.. in the middle.. accompany warren lor.. haha.. see i so good :) so we had a really long ride back.. talked abit.. watched the drunk videos and volleyball matches.. reach interchange and took 962 home.. hahahah! on the bus was this super cute girl! hahahahaha!!! she was looking at me i think cuz i was totally INDIAN when i look chinese.. maybe she trying to mix the colour and face and come up with some conclusion.. but she was super cute :) if she asked for my number i would just hug her first la.. HAHAH! thennn.. slept till 1830! woo~ from 4? then went to meet mo nicholas and gam and went to esplanade to watch live bands performing.. some were really nice.. some had some technical probs and there was this metal band.. goshhh.. talk about screamo.. well.. heard more hardcore from jon's IPOD.. death metal, watever, name it, he's got 32gb of pure hardcore metal.. so after about 11 Gideon sent me and nick back and now back in my cul-de-sac waiting to shower and prolly upload some photos' and Vids.. some funny pictures so better make em private... just hope cheong man don see.. HAHAH! oh well... that's all.. good morning~



Msges you send now means less than before, if you had been this way last time, it wouldn't have come down to this... ps. i still don't trust you.. and i call you a retard girl

YIPPIE!! i passed my trial theory test.. next is the real deal.. hope i can do it!


went to meet moses to swim again today and my deltoids seem to hurt.. good way of training the shoulder muscle :)


tmr.. chalet.. so im gonna hibernate.. PP.. holidays.. study.. work.. FIGHTING!

ACKK!! SOMEONE PASS ME SOME WATER!!


Dry throats lips are KILLING me every morning nowadays.. sheesh.. i had some weirdish dream.. abt some pack of wild dogs and this girl and her certificate.. wonder what that means... ??? puzzled*

swimming has really brought my spirits up.. had a meeting for green carnival then by God's grace, the curse of rain was lifted so me mo and nick went to swim.. completed 14laps :D YAY!!! nicholas on the other hand.. hopeless... he run then jump in the pool.. WOOOOOTTSSS!!! bathed at moses's place and had some awesome coffee.. hahaha.. cabbed down to SSDC and did practice theory while moses did his practical.. NERVOUS!!!


on the way home.. i realized what a wonderful feeling there is to have a home a cul-de-sac to return to once the day is done.. wouldn't give it up for anything cuz that's where family is, thats where memories live and that's where i can be who i really am..

Strange feelings overwhelming me day after day there is an incunabulum of nervousness for the future and i just cant comprehend. i feel that i getting older, responsibilities, jobs, education, friends, family, something is going to change... some will be lost.. some will be attained.. why do i worry.. should i just face today? ask the bird on the shoulder.. is now the time?

its only about time when everyone has to go, when that happens, we can never turn back, it plagues on people and it can never be cured with  any type of medicine, why do we have something on such a beautiful planet?
you may say its the lifecycle but what is it that has to go? when people get so ambitious, they start neglecting life, look at how a millionaire spends his life working as compared to a dying teenager, who'd has a life? cliche isn't it? well.. if we were to live life as our last day on earth, not one second will be wasted and every momment cherished, oppotunities aren't wasted and that makes the best of us.. sound great doesn't it... so what happens with that day came.. according to morrie, he said ask the bird. : is today the day? Tuesday's with Morrie,

i've been wondering now.. what exactly are we living for today?

Sunday,


For once, i am happy, This morning my bestfriend called to wake me up.. surprising.. i notice he only does it when there is some REALLY special occasion.. in this case, Joanne was coming to church.. wonder what's going on.. he hasnt really told me anything yet.. and i dont really wanner know.. cuz honestly... joanne is just a crazy looney girl.. not really suitable for nick.. just i fling.. i hope...


played for service today and GIDEON SCREWED!! HAHAHAH! i laughed so badly my kidneys ache and there were tears in my eyes.. goodness.. priceless.. did my BTT practice too.. alot of questions :D most of em commmon sense can know.. zzzz.. anyhoo.. i just fixed my mushroom vaccum cleaner and got a hair cut.. add em both together ~

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Saturday

This feeling i cannot understand why sometimes i just have to stray from the path, im sorry,
i think i do i think i might I is it right?

feeling awfully sick these few days.. fever, clogged up nose, throat inflammation, cough.. weeeee..... give it to me... what else do you have?

gonna get some rest..

Tuesday,

school is now coming to an end.. played dynasty warrior 6 throughout lesson conducted by this indian faci which i simply cannot comprehend...

sometimes in life, i feel i want to absquatulate to a distant planet and conceal myself there and observe life as humans go about doing..


after school, met Xin Yi, FYI primary 2 friend till now.. and somehow we still managed to catch up.. we walked to SSDC together and talked.. enrolled her into school and went for our first theory lesosn together! took down lots of notes, i found the lessons really understandable and the point brought out were very beneficial, after lesson, we went to old woodlands centre to get my electric guitar cable.. a quarter inch cable then we went for dinner, it was fun talking to bird and seeing all her rubbish.. walking back was rather interesting... we toured the whole location before walking to her place.. she's really fragile and well.. bluntly put.. weak :DDDD hahahahaha! but still.. she's so short.. as always.. and she does somethings quite interestingly.. hmmm.. why didn't she join GB?? she wonders.. well.. im glad i didnt waste my life in secondary school...


well.. tmr's lesson 2! GONNA meet bird after school.. not too sure if i have to be at Mr cheong's place tmr.. but lets just keep my bedtimes options to an optimal... well.. gonna continue dynasty warrior... tata~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!


today was a great awesome foursome orgasm day! left the house to go work around 8 and something i felt that was miraculous happened. i checked the time for 969 to reach tampines was 77 mins from my place.. so i was waiting for the bus till 8:57 and i knew i was gonna be late cuz report time was 10... but i told myself, God will make a way.. and he sure did.. i reached at 9.38!! :DDD i had time to go dickson before everything started...

saw animal planet occuring infront of my eyes.. this crow knocked down this lil sparrow and it just laid on the floor i stood beside it in the whole crowd at the MRT guarding the small creature, after awhile, when it regained strength it made a break for it.. and the crow swooped down.. i nearly punched it in reflex.. hahahah!

well.. we stationed, Nat, Jolene and Dan came about 10.30 and we started distributing 100plus cans.. opening the cans was a tough job.. like seriously.. my fingers hurt like crazy.. so we used spoons instead.. the girls took many photos and uploaded them.. some aunties were really.. ughh.. our policy was to open them so they cannot exploit the drink and bring all over the place. our purpose was a worldwide hhydration so if they took it home.. it would thus defeat the purpose.. but we still spoke kindly to them.. went for lunch and Sengkang!

went through the same ordeal.. but this time.. we interacted as a team more :) Nat and I were goofing off competing with each other which was really fun! and she cleaned all that sweet stuff on me.. !!! hahaha! the crowd was HORRENDOUS! they kept piling on us and wanting to give them 6 cans or even MORE till we were pretty exhausted from opennig and distributing.. although the commotion was going on.. before that,,, it was still peaceful and we managed to get some pictures with people.. and i got to take some :)

well... im off to watch a movie with DG peops.. tata~

my Favorite Picture :)

GG and red Cross

Nat and I

Dan day and Louis

Jolene

Sunday,

why are you such a lazy ass pig.. cant you even answer your phone.. come on.. tiredness has a limit but to an extent where you dont know whats going on around you? .... these years.. still no change.. late as always..

Today, worship team had to change some songs last minute and i really enjoyed playing for service today, next week and 21st august i oso need to play... means.. more practice :(
church was fun as always, Gam and bra were talking rubbish and doing nonsense during sermon.. we're not supposed to.. but it was hillarious.. gam tried to listen.. too bad for him :D

lunch was cut short because of practices.. and i think to myself, why get urself agitated over young people, sheesh..

went home.. waited for warren to stop playing dynasty warrior.... and... i slept for 2hours.. so in total, i got 4hours sleep that would make my chances of heart attack to a dwiddling 200% MORE!! goodnesss... so when warren came, we ran to sembawang park which was over 3km.. super fun.. then we did 9sets of pull ups 2sets of leg raises, 1 set of dips and talked to this family there.. hahah.. interesting, and then we ran back.. so in all, we covered about.. 6km today! and i didnt feeel THAT tired :D YAY!!! i felt good.. had 3eggs.. warren stayed for dinner and played dynasty warriors with me..


well.. tmr ive got to go tampines to work as a puublicist for 100plus.. kinda like modeling cuz we gotto take pictures with other ppl and upload their wishes to Singapore.. well. thats that.. goto wake up at 8 !! SHARP!! and take a bus to tampines.. :(

oh bother... off to bed...

Yawn~*

just woke up from my nap.. still wish i could have more time to sleep :(

this morning i had to attending some for a hydratiion exercise which will be executed by 100plus met benedict at boon lay and had a good time there, it was quite cool that i was sitting with some of the most handsome and pretty people in RP. the guys were hot, handsome and fit. the girls were sizzling and pretty and it was great to know i was part of it. thanks Dan for the oppotunity.
after the briefing, ben and i went to eat lunch at BK, we had a really awesome talk and it carried on throughout our bus rides. we talked about relationships, its ups and downs and surprisingly, we both regretted on one decision in our lives. it happened when i was sec 3. i didn't know how could i turn a person's love and turn it away, for that, i am deeply sorry. now she hardly wants to talk to me. Ben said shudnt regret anything in life and it really hit me because in AQ, we give it our best and never look back to regret not putting in more effort. sighh.. if only i could turn back time,

xian wee: i don't know what to tell you but the times when i replied you, were from my heart. it wasn't some act of frustration or jealousy. i really don't know.


well.. i'm off to dynasty warrior 6, shower and go for CG at 7.. here's something to catch you attention... till later ~ byebye :)


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Last day of Biology,

today is an awesome day, i was late but marked present.. how good is life! specially when i came to class, faci decided that late comers would be spared! and i think she might be a little biased..

bacteria bacteria bacteria.. wonderous things it can do.. from oil spill clean up, to fermenting our favourite foods.. Chocolate~ if humans could exploit these microbes, things would have been so much eco-friendly..

a little on thursday.. thursday bites! had school.. LOVE the chem II faci.. she nice, sweet, gentle and help us learn much more than i can.. went for IG meeting at poor D got her  proposal rejected.. from a distance i saw  that lil rudolf.. so i walked over and comforted her.. eventually.. she broke down.. i felt i did something good.. and the thanks i got was more than rewarding.. band practice with 2 set lists went all through the night... 18songs! we had so much fun playing and laughing at mistakes.. thanks Nicholas for ordering my kway while i was making my way over.. after prac was done.. Gideon sent Ben and Bra back.. and we had supper cuz Gideon was hungry.. saw this over weird looking person... typical pull up pants big specs.. high socks.. school shoes 20-30year old guy.. snapped a pic and Gam was a little upset Gideon did not buy his cinamon melts.. hahaha.. Gam is so cute.. he gets angry in a cute way that he just talks... :)


*wallowed*

played dynastry warriors 6 throughout the WHOLE of today.. felt accomplished after that.. :D breakfast.. Subway and met Wee.. awkward..... laughed the way back and talked about the job things with Dan.. slacked alot.. but still.. i managed to pull something like a PPT at the last 10mins.. WOW! i cant believe it.. did it in a form of word.. but it was informative and precise... good job asher! YAYYY!!! i made nicholas abit mad today.and im sorry... i got engrossed with my game that i made him waiat 30mins.. :(

had a weird dream.. Nicholas betrayed me and was doing some evil deed.. but still.. feeling remorseful and beaten by betrayal, i still helped him in his little misdeed.. friends i guess.. cell group and prayed.. learnt abit on spiritual leaders, they are serving servant leaders and leading leader servants.. go figure ;)


tmr have to meet the guys.. gonna chill out for abit.. wells.. till tmrw~

week 15 here i come~

Slack Day

weee!! finally an off day ! soo look forward to wednesdays.. woke up pretty late.. 11.. O.O

today i had to go Mr cheong's house to help rip some CDs to MP3s.. so i got there after i had lunch at the coffee shop.. just chicken and bittergourd.. OMGGGG!! LIT WEN CALLING ME!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAH!! i just spoke with Lit wen.. he says hes really missing out on the local food because the food there is worse than SGB.. OMG!!! lord.. pls send mana and quail there... i really miss him :( felt like bursting into tears.. right now there about 8plus.. here.. 11 plus.. we spoke abt seohyun and yonghwa.. about BB stuff.. commencement parade.. and he shared about going to church and there are some good friends which are helping him and are cristians too! so im really glad about that :D when lit wen comes back.. we're gonna throw a local cuisine buffet.. go play everything and then go for seoul garden sakae sushi and all that! we even gonna go school canteen eat! WAHAHHAHAAHHAH!! there just got black out then i heard lit wen screaming over the phone... hearing his laughter is sooooo NICE :) i cant help smiling now... LIT WEN!!!! T-T!!!!


sighhh.. cant imagine things... well.. im talking to sammy.. xin yi and regina now... shocked uhh.. im not really conversing much.. but she's abit down.. so... louis being louis AND Asher... to soft hearted.. wadever... one will reach out.. one will restrain.. good balance...

hahah.. so after doing all that stuff i went to run with Mr cheong... did like.. 2 sets of 5 different pull ups.. 80squats.. and ran back.. halfway.. saw one really cute girl :) motivation to act manly! hahahaha! sadly.. halfway.. felt really faint... not enough glucose in the brain... so we walked back.. Mr cheong talked to me and we started laughing even though i couldnt i still try.. hahaha.. then back at his place... we talked more.. and soon i had to leave.. like some game in heaven.. mom didnt have the key.. when she called me, i so happen to meet her at the lift.. whats funny was when i took stuff from my other bag.. they came together.. ear piece keys and wallet.. even though i wanted just my wallet.. the others came really handy... thank you God !


yet another day has passed by, things are going past quickly, im 18, tonight i feel glad to be a child of God.. im going to listen and pray.. im not brave enough to take the first step.. and i know my God will provide.. gonna do quiet time to pray for lit wen and read the bible :) good night


Rest well my muscles~

Tuesday,


today i did it again.. oversleeping does make one feel good about the day or the other way around, fatigue was way too much to handle and the feeling of slacking was overwhelming. today i went to school late, who knows what the future might hold, tommorow i prognisticate death, upon overstrain and muscle ache, keeping in mind the people i hold dear, praying that everything will work out fine. why cant we just tarry.. and hope for the best.. but then again.. what is hope?

an interesting problem today, gave me insight on how the body funtions, clement got drunk, and he just merlioned in the toilet.. while dan ben and i were hanging outside.. funny thing is.. today we learnt what happens to a person when there's over dose of protein and what alcohol does to your body! why did clement go drink 5cups? ....

saw Doris after school.. i don't know why but that small kid is etching some mark on me.. she acts like my younger when she is older.. however, i dont really mind that.. its somewhat cute and fun to play around with.. she's toned down and more responsible.. good job Doris ;)


i've heard CN blue is coming to town.. im so gonna drop in :D


right now.. i think im gonna to my homework and then hit the hay.. its another waiting night.. tarry...