Tuesday, October 26, 2010

working my brains out these few days.. living on KOPI-O GAH DAI! shiokness.. rendering my senses to be alive and rejuvenated just for awhile. when i reached home to do some trainning.. i died.. hahahaha! Talking to skype is really FUN!!! esp with alot of ppl.. feel like jio(ing) lots of kids to skype with me :)))

well.. im off to sleep.. some pic i found really awesome.. hope u like it..
love is like this cloud.. sometimes it scatters into millions of molecules.. but its the warmth that keeps it :)

BY LOUIS! :DDD i feel like a philosopher !

Saturday, October 23, 2010

GREEN CARNIVAL IS FINALLY OVER!!!

i had alot of fun making the penguins and the faci all chose my penguin so practicaly i won all the prizes.. but they don wanna let me.. -_- sucks...


had a super time @ chalet ytd.. was supposed to go there jus awhile but due to some idiot JK forget to leave.. i was stranded there.. played with andy, ruby lester and jk.. it was really fun we had like chubby bunny and all sorts of retardation games.. john play stacko with us and had a nice talk with lester..

i felt somewhat pushed away by people.. jus a particular one.. like that person doesnt want to talk to me.. alena said if can sense just be more distant.. so i think i just heckcare.. well.. learned alot of things in DG today and ima make notes every sat and post em so i can read them too :)


well.. im totally exhausted.. hit my head really hard on the bus and just stared at my bus as it left.. didnt even bother going up even though it stopped.. lived on kopi o and really tiring day.. wedding decor prep and DG... goodness.. zzzzz.. welll.. im gonna watch bleach and play fifa before sleeping! church tmr :))

random art..
Nicholas wanted to PK my drawing..as u can tell...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

im so tired now !!! muggin my fingering... eating grapes.. gonna sleep... zzzzzzzzzzzz

got my fingers pricked for the sake of science and von's FYP... quite fun.. i like the biscuits and milo :) my fat percentage was 8.4% !! YAY!

Monday, October 18, 2010

ELLO!


really tired these few days.. and the weather is killing me.. so warm!! UGGHH!! WGM came out! and i sooo melted when Yo-ong and Hyu-un held hands.. omg.... XD bliss... bliss in fact is like something 2 people share... i wonder when i'll get to.. however.. im not pressed down by that cuz i met alot of people and i really enjoy being around them :) i really <3 my Angel during Eco camp..

well.. green carnivals coming up... vietnam trips around the corner.. UT 1 just waiting at the next stop.. and Mr cheong's wedding is like a stone throw away... :( i have never felt so tied down in my life...



i feel that i have really become a eco freak after eco camp.. i really wanna do my part and help the earth.. if u really gave me a team of dedicated ppl.. i think i'd become one of em hippies and hug a tree.. play the guitar and grow locks of hair.. ROFL!!


had some great time with nicholas the other day.. went to skate and played with FIRE! hahahahah! the next day.. HAZE.. and i felt guilty.. :(


sighh.. tmr got school.. so better start reading through my slides and get ready for tmr :) gym and meeting cheongster.. :D

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Award winning drawing?!

TICE CAMP WAS AWESOME!!!

I loved it so much! Had ballords of fun there.. the first initial hours were abit awkward but still manageable mainly cuz lester jk doris and alena was there so I had some communication buddies :)
The ice breakers was really fun.. we played whacko.. curtain game..arrange ourselves charades and that’s all my brain can remember in this fatigued state.. LOL! But still it was really great.. coming to lunch, we had to accomplish a few tasks and accumulate a few points just to eat.. so we plucked leg hair.. shouted to another team, did push ups, danced.. and even got my hair tied up.. horrendous.. but still.. enjoyable.. lunch was nice! Love the noodles.. went back to listen to some talks.. something I remembered was if conservation without action is just a conversation.. so cool! Staying awake throughout the continuous mundane talk was challenging, but still managed to do it.. the pulau ubin video was like.. some 2hour documentary on how these people saved chek jawa.. and I do appreciate that they did..after the talk we had games cuz were just so blackened by the long mouth service.. felt my butt fold.. eeewwshh.. played the duck game. WHICH I LOVED! I was happily running around with john which I was acquainted with while walking up the staircase.. it was a simple hi and a handshake and something made us clique really fast.. im not sure what it is and I wish I can explain it.. hmmm… NOT GAY! Dinner was GREAT and we started prep for our structure and started hui hui was really creative in making the tree parts and even went out to get the materials for the foliage thingies.. Wilson.. was not very expressive or maybe we just have different artistic perspectives.. I just don’t see a human in a cylinder, ball of newspaper and straw.. :/ played games at night and went to bed..

2nd day.. amazing race.. felt really sick during the 1st part… macrichie.. I had a horrible stomach ache.. I felt like running in the bushes to take a dump but I wanted to control as much as i could till lunch.. luckily.. I thank god that there was  a bathroom so I went to the toilet and JUST NICE GOT 1 CUBICLE FOR ME!!! I swiftly discharged waste and was out in like.. a minute? I DID wash my hands and clean my rear end properly.. >P once the ordeal was over I was happily bouncing away :D the hike was prettae mundane cuz we didn’t talk much neither did we joke a lot. Very few things to ask.. plus im not as extroverted as I might seem.. :/ wanted to ask about interests and if got connection.. confirm can podcast something.. HAHA! Frequency deficiency.. next was botanic gardens.. beautiful!!! Love the swans and fish there.. played Frisbee and felt guilt like no other.. gobbled puddlings MANGO puddings.. as much as it was sweet.. the amount of sugar running through my veins made me feel sinful.. last of all.. we headed to par sir ris.. saw teow on the way and talked to him.. then had a great time playing the river crossing thingy :D MANGROVES! For some reason my topo skills like dropped tenfold.. I was procrastinating on my decisions way longer than I should have.. but still managed to find the mangroves.. the mill worms were fun to hold and looking for clues was the best! I was so stunned by the bird watchers and their huge lenses but my favorite part was running around with hui hui to look for the last few clues :D felt like I was burning fat! Furthermore.. the we managed to GET ALL THE ANSWERS!! YIPPIE!! At that moment.. when we were going back.. it occurred to me how messed up we were when taking transport was so retarded.. but we always managed to get on track and faster..  God’s blessing :)
Met with doris’s team and lester’s team.. played a heck lot.. was introduced to sa ad.. hahaha jus sounds emo.. and went for dinner.. 2nd night dinner is the best meal I ever had in my life.. chicken fish veg and kambeng ROCKS MY SOCKS TTM FTW.com.sg/moe.edu/HTML!#IUY)(@Y#!!WOOOO!!!!! after which.. started talking to evelyn.. SO FUNNY! Talked a lot..

First.. Eve was saying that she hated guys cuz all of them are heartless sexfreaks relating to only 10%relationship 90% sex.. and marriage was a way to get free flow.. OMG!!! And then she said guys rape guys and hump animals and become so desperate.. then we started arguing cuz I AM NOTHING LIKE THAT!!! I rather feel for being loved that making love.. feeling is something that cannot be outmatched.. no pleasure or orgasm can overwhelm one of love.. just being loved.. well.. so we started talking about marine life.. and.. go figure.. : when sailors are out at seas for weeks and have no way of release.. what thing in the sea is of abundance and able to satisfy that of a female’s sexual organ? Think it through ;) started talking about sex toys.. dildos and then inflatable things.. so eve asked what about girls? Then we just ROFLed.. when she said gays.. going anal.. she asked like how do girls do it.. EPIC moment.. that was when I got summoned :(
Did the drawings.. and really enjoyed myself scribbling away.. darn I did not have an eraser.. then we played NIGHT WALK!!!

MY FAV EVENT OF ALL TIME!

I was blind folded and immediately outside, I was separated.. then spinned continuously like a Russian roulette… I was so dizzy I couldn’t coordinate my steps.. really.. but there was this one person.. this girl that held me and brought me throughout the whole thing.. at first it was a little scary.. but those little cold hands soon brought me comfort and I even ran with it.. was abit scared so I held on to them.. it was really great.. I had honey.. water.. flour in my face and everywhere.. I kept going into things and people kept tickling me.. dammit! And there was this one that I nearly fell of cuz I didn’t know it was a step and almost went down.. luckily… that girl caught me in time.. no fear :) after everything.. I was still abit dazed yet pretty happy.. I still wanna find out who that person was.. whoever it was.. you can like fall in love so easily like that.. just by trust… well..showered and tried getting flour out.. played whack games and mind fuck games in the middle of the night till 2.30 and slept.. ahahahah!

For some reason when I slept.. I wasn’t in the sleeping bag but when I woke up, I was snugged in and tucked all the way to the bottom.. so scary! Must be the long hair… DX nice long hair :D AHHAHAHAHA!

Day 3:
Woke up to shower and had to squeeze through like 15cm of space cuz the gate was locked.. so lester and I had to shower quickly cuz we tot like some illegal thing to do.. ROFL.. went back.. ate breakfast.  Stayed away from kaya this time and went to do the sculpture.. this time.. Hui2  was working on it and since I wasn’t really involved, I went to help her.. we patched the whole tree and even made a new singapore island.. place them neatly and nicely.. had to cut leaves marker them and stick them.. 2hours.. well spent.. went to look at the slides and helped to pitch in some animations.. Hui2 did help in the cropping of the world which was SO COOOL!!! In the end.. after the meticulous work and long hours of waiting.. we finished all the presentations.. I was like so sure our team did not stand nuts in winning anything.. but… boy was I proven wrong.. we won best presentation and BEST SCULTURE!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Went around taking pictures with people and then headed to the bus stop.. I got pretty upset when the guys did not distribute the vouchers to the CLs.. I mean.. sure Wah is a slacker. But he helped us do the sai kang.. take materials and all too.. HE DID CONTRIBUTE.. HUI2.. don’t even need to say.. meticulously doing something to the sculpture and improving everything.. >:( I hope I can meet them and pass them my vouchers.. I am just glad we won.. great ideas and good work :D simple yet.. award winning.. ROFL..

Right now.. im sooo gonna bed.. and maybe play with my guitar.. but still.. WHO IS THAT GIRL!!!! 



HAPPY 10/10/10 
HCTIW OS TI 3^O7 (decipher this)

Monday, October 4, 2010

<3 Cara Nicole :)



get well soon..

Sunday, October 3, 2010

heres the answer for the photo..


zoom in the picture.. or even click it.. something will amaze you
Things went out of hand today.. i felt i shouldnt have yelled at her.. but either way.. she is the one that say im sorry.. that's something i really love about her.. quarrelling has become so frequent these days.. before i sleep and even the first thing when i wake up.. i always start the arguement and she always apologizes.. now's she's vommitting for some reason and i cant be close to her..


i don't know if i should let her go.. or if all this is worth time.. but i do pray about it every night..


i get the wrong idea from gestures you send to me.. now i get so mad and disuade you from telling me.. i feel sad.. why.. the emptiness is like a dark whole eating me alive.. otherwise, i still feel sometimes i love you.. but you dont want a relationship.. neither do i know how u feel about me.. at night, i try to forget about you.. but i find myself mussitate your name.. i hope she knows.. i know she understand alrdy.. but time still won't change that fact she doesnt want to tell me how she feels other than being mad at me.. in the end.. she always comes back and apologizes first.. how can i bear to ignore...



troubled..


never in my life have i been so troubled by one retard..