Desire

It's almost new year.. I've been a really bad boy and still I was never left away from His grace and mercy.. Why..

I've had a crush on her.. Gotten over her.. And repeated it ever since that day I saw her at alpha course.. She's incredibly cute and smart! I think se jumped a year..

So how then does one peruse someone so perfect that is out if your league? At least mine?

I've been down writing stories.. Abt fragments of my dreams that I remember.. It was all great.. I wanna practice drawing faces so one day I might get to draw hers perfectly! As well as playing the piano.. My electric guitar.. Studying well.. Being a good and all rounded person so I might just have a chance to get a queue ticket to her list..

I am terrified of taking a step.. I will hate myself.. I can't make it rhyme.. But not even trying.. Oh well..

Goodnight D :)

Happy Christmas!

Today we went out with gang.. It was pretty chaotic.. Had meeting in tr morning and at the evening hours everything seemed to clash.. Somehow managed to get the best of both :) wee did seem upset but I think everyone was happy in the end :)

Cute girls everywhere!! Hahaha!

See you guys soon!

It was only just a dream. Construct 1

I hate the stairs.. I really do.. Looking back, I see the group of people following me as I led them up the hill to a resting shelter.

Things turned darker, the sky was a vast canvas of dark blue, shaded with emerald, glistening saphire and scars of dying warm red and orange glows. I could make out little stars as the sun began to set. I looked back down at my feet fearing of missing a step; I sure wouldn't want to etch my shin onto the jagged stone steps. Glancing down, my steps widened ; I coordinated steps planting my feet safely and away from browning puddles and leaf matter when I felt a warm tingly sensation on my right hand. It was a comfortable, soft little hand. Turning over my shoulders, I caught a smile.

Hints

Sometimes I get hints to run for the bus.. But how do I know if it's jus an anxiety or Godly?

I reflected and it does happen.. God gives u a hint and let's u on the bus.. I choose to walk.. And miss it.. Human error! Or a weak faith?

Going out with warren now :)

Christmas

For this Christmas I've got lots of things to get.. A capo and tuner for my guitar.. A new pillow and a bigger ceramic cup so I can drink my coffee inside :)

I am really in love with the movie you are the apple of my eye.. I think if I watches it myself I would cry and needed someone to hug me.. A small warm hug.. ;)