I have a new pillow!!!

Today was a really great day.. Went skating.. Had dinner and a really nice talk :) it seemed like years ago that we started having fun!

Dick learned how to brake an Sam could skate much better :) wee learned how to t brake.. And I was more confident on my skates :) went to dine at hot tomato and had a really scary birthday surprise.. When they were singing.. I had no idea who it was for.. Hahaha! Amazing.. I didn't catch much clues but fur giving away some cake thing.. But all in all... I love my present . Gonna use it everyday!! Yay!! So comfortable.. It's soft and cushions my head really well.. Awesome.. Thank you guys :)

The time has come

Feeling so distant away from God.. I read the bible but I do not understand.. I hear his voice but I do not listen :(

I feel super sick now.. Didn't go to work today and I am feeling very drowsy.. I am trying to fight so I can work.. But feverish 38.1 is a little harder to fight..

I'm gonna schedule down all my things tmr morning :) God bless us all

Happy birthday Louis

It's today! I'm not expecting anything.. I want to go back in time that I can hug my mom.. Have a great day! Terrible start..

I am sick!

Ugh.. Feeling so woozy now.. Feverish on and off.. Put it blatantly i feel like shit.. Oh well..

This weekend was one of the most epic weeks I have ever spent.. Our DG decided to meet up for movie and parade was awesome! Electives spent time with my boys and got taupoked.. I went to church for band prac.. Slept a little and we went to pick seph up.. Headed to ah huat for dinner.. Kang kong.. Fried rice.. Satay and u mian.. Spent the whole time before movie playing blind mice.. It was sooo friggin epic!! Hahaha! Went to play board games through the night and then had supper at macs..

Sunday we wore formal to church and took pictures xD had lunch at cartel and went to play super munchkin! Having that legend of the condor hero mood.. Hehe.. Bye!

My wishes

It's just about 20mins to birthday.. And I just wanna pray that my family be more united and talk to each other.. No extravagant gifts.. Just some time to reflect and set changes I want for myself.. Maybe.. If D will accept that request :)

I feel like I lost touch with my kiddy side where I would play with gundams and make my own sound effectszz :(

Well.. Here's to a new and reflective 20th!

NS coming up

Detail 1

I was really forcing myself to wake up this morning.. I was going to meet jk and josh to do medical checkup at cmpb.. Things weren't that smooth sailing and the stipulated time for us to meet was 745.. Turned out I reached around 8.. So we took a cab down together.. It was a very uneasy trip because we had no idea where to go and what to do.. Turned out pretty fine and we managed to complete the 7 stations.. The first was urine test, followed by blood, eye, teeth, x ray, blood pressure and finally the sort of cognitive test.. The math and physics really pulled me down.. Furthermore, I wasn't able to comprehend some instructions which I find the most troubling..

After finishing the arduous tasks, we finally made our way to lunch! We stopped by at tiong bahri plaza en route detour from our original orchard lunch plans and met a really troubled person on the bus 195.. Some girls even got off :O upon arrival we went lunch hunting and I finally got my GO card! Bought a few apps and we went for a sumptuous KFC lunch and a impromptu movie.. At the end out journey 2.. All of us were like pretty.. Wtf.. So we went to orchard to watch chronicle! Saw so many good looking people and I had alot of coffee.. Wahahah! Josh put some apple mint in my lib black and I literally was doing shots! Chronicle is really cool! But lacked in a good story plot.. We went for koi and spent quality time talking to each other.. It was really heartfelt

Took a bus home and I left my card on the bus.. I hope I can retrieve it.. Was on 167 and dropped at SSC.. Taking a shuttle bus to sun plaza to see if I can get my card back..

No luck.. The particular guy assisting was particularly useless.. He did not comprehend the things I said and furthermore.. A complete asshole.. I will want to go all chronicle on him..

POC

So tired!! I realized that I can no
Longer stretch out my hours and stay awake longer than I used to.. POC was epic! Reason why I wanted to go was to rekindle my flame for bb.. And it did.. I found the spark.. But it always has been there.. My friends.. Ppl I can talk to.. On the 1st night.. Warren nick and I shared our problems and secrets with each other and I simply love it because it brings us so much closer and more intimate with each others lives.. During that time.. I exposed my crush and we did have a glorious talk cock session.. When I pulled away, I realized that Danny sir had shaped us this way... I was living and refreshed! I want to help my boys do the same as well.. Platoon 11.. U will be my call.. I just have to pray If God is letting..

Activities were brilliant.. I gutted a chicken.. We cooked it over a fire like those forest gump stories and shared so many funny stories with each other.. Running man was awesome.. Nicholas made me roll on the floor because he was eveywhere I went.. And he did was cover his face and look at a wall.. HAHAHHAAH! It was great fun :) I hoped that some others could be around for that session!

Well.. Now it really starts.. Counting the days down.. Three..

And it is done

After all this while.. I've finally found out my true purpose.. I didn't want to see her fail in life.. So I have her a little incentive to do well for her exams.. She did! And i am proud of her.. Even though the disappointment. Pain and tugging.. I somehow find that soft spot to pick it up again..

We went for dinner.. Had dessert.. Bought her a pair of shoes and a bracelet thing ( 2 for my sis ) it was alright.. I talked.. Really informally.. No holding back.. The feeling was plain as water.. ( not essesntial tho ) I finally feel that I have no need to run with her.. Letting the past go wishing only she will finish the race well.. Hope you have a great life.. Friendships and relationships to be well sustained..