Breakfast

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day.. And I jus feel like making my own sandwiches every morning.. Simple baguette and some ham cheese.. Lettuce and tomato.. That'll suffice.. Even a nice yogurt to go with it :) reduce stomach problems.. And keeps me healthy :D

My spending

Over my internship.. I've destroyed my bank again..

New skates
New bag
New strings
New outing bag
New clothes
All the hangouts.

I've got to be more spendthrift

Gundam seed's strike freedom still is awesome! The new remastered version is wooo!

I still got to tune my piano.. Get some eq stuff.. Buy essentials for work.. But I will figure things out :)

Discipline is having to do something you should without having anyone tell you to

The last days

I have to be successful, I have to get a good paying job. I need to take care of my parents and siblings, I have to act more mature, I can no longer throw loh Hei as high as to the fans, I cannot get fat, I will get weaker, my back might break, I might never meet her, I might never start a family, I need to study harder, I have to be vigilant, I have to remember things better, I must stay healthy, I must push my limits, I cannot laugh and play like a fool, I might not make it as a pilot, I can't qualify to teach, I may never get a degree, I might lose my mom, I might lose my life.

I need freedom something to escape in.. A person I can confide in.. Someone that understands the deeper meaning.. Unravel the code.

Stay healthy!

Today.. I nearly shit my pants and fainted.. Stupid bah cor mee with chilli really killed my intestines.. So now I'm gonna take a vitagen in the morning and make sure I eat things that are good for my intestines :)

The beautiful dream

Knowing this girl.. Made me feel so happy.. If only I did

In a sea of people, searching for someone is like looking for a needle in a haystack, he bumped into a familiar face.. Small and petite.. She called him brother although she had no blood relationship with him. She threw hugs and became very clingy and he knew she was infatuated, however he wasn't interested. Like a mastermind he lifted her on her shoulders and asked if she knew where her friend was and began to look for her.
From her height she managed to spot her friend and pointed it out to him. As he shoved people and peered through openings from people he manage to catch sight of his ideal girl. He put the small girl down and thanked her with a hug. A guy filled with love for a person, doesn't see anyone else.
He tried to make his way beside her slowly
When he did, terror and sadness struck his heart. She tried to hang herself. He lifted her from her feet and put her on the ground. Hearing her soft teary voice.. She was not straight. His heart ached.
He carried her and brought her to places overseas and to warm homes.. Yet, he never won her heart. And she doesn't even know he exists

A wise man once told me

Today at work.. I was with shin.. He is totally awesome and reminds me of my ah gu.. He's a nicely built man with a very kind face which mirrors his heart.. He speaks with calm words and he said anything during lunch.. Life isn't so hard.. It's all about perseverance.. It really struck me.. I am really afraid of taking that role to hit the big teeees.. What he told me gave me courage! :$

Also, we had an awesome conversation about interviews! And I gt some insights and some tricks! Yay!

Penang!

I'm back from Penang!

Gosh it was so much fun.. I the week I was gone, many things happened some delightful! And yet some very disappointing..

Had to run to catch the coach, had two servings of dinner because we were rushing thus leaving no time at all to eat.. Played with the personal tv interactively placed with every seat, toggled and experimented with it and I had to listen to my iPod the rest of the way because somehow I managed to delete every single song and video built into that tele with just the play pause remote.. Awesome.. Had a hard time sleeping because my legs couldn't fit in addition to all the cars driving past with every usable light they had to shine switched on but still got a little shut eye.. By the time I woke up, we were 30mins from butterworth.. Alighted and greeted grandma and my neighbors 6new puppies! Went to pulau Penang on the ferry, watched jelly fishes evading the giant boat.. Went shopping.. Heard dads stories abt olden time Penang.. Got reaally impressed by how dad remembers every road and short cut.. Listen to his advice to getaway ideas.. Had beef noodles.. Bought everything I needed.. Went back to butterworth.. Greeted soksok(uncle) and uncle wan tan mee.. Went over to his place.. Showered had dinner outside.. Slept well :)
Got up went to the market.. Saw nostalgic places.. Learnt a few roads.. Met Charmaine and charlotte.. Abt these 2 kids.. Knew them when try were born.. So cute and grew up with them.. Went to the most memorable trip to genting highlands with them.. Seeing them after abt.. 5years? Absolutely incredible.. Missed them
That night

Went to visit relatives at penang.. Saw my cousins.. Looked how they'd changed.. Wasted some time doing cosmetics.. Played angry birds.. Read a book.. Went back.. Watched my sisters drama.. Konked out..
Woke up to shower and soksok brought me to giant! Bought snacks and stuff.. Met this cute girl.. She got shocked when I started speaking to my dad.. Drove around to find firecrackers! Bought firecrackers.. Went to eat lok lok.. Went back for dinner.. Started playing firecrackers! Burned my feet.. Still played more! Had a drink.. I'm a lousy drinker.. Slept like a KING! Went out in the morning.. Had dim sum.. Payed respects to the ancestors.. Had lunch.. Packed an we were on our way back :)

Brilliant!

Gong ni hui fa cai or whatever the shit it is!

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Faithfulness

What I think faith is:
Belief in a God
Being loyal towards someone

Loyalty and faithfulness, are they one thing or different? On the way to celebrate the new year when I came across this thought. I can't think of a difference..

But I did think about this.. If I want to be loyal to someone.. I would really mean that I respect and love that person such that I won't want to cheat on her.. So loyalty = love. If I love God, I will no want to do anything to hurt him.. So loyalty = love and faith..

Imagine the person i really love.. I wouldn't want her to feel that I cheat or ogle at other women.. So I remain faithful because of love.. Now then. Sparks* :)