100th Post :D

Hello all :D




New years eve for me was really interesting.. I woke up like what? 12noon? Then met jon at sembawang mrt then we went to ssc together.. got my monopoly card game ;D super fun! Then warren came and we went subway to eat.. took my math to do.. and my differentiation getting better :D weooo!!! So went home started playing then watched juno.. then we played monopoly then wait for Nicholas to come. Went to mrt to meet wen wen and went to yishun to meet Darren for dinner.. so got me warren nick jon wen and Darren.. went to 18 chefs.. very nice ;D super great.. then went home where we talk and watched russel peters.. wen t to get some snacks then now they all peng sang sleeping in my room.. im still thinking about things… :/ sigh.. I need to know how she feels.. I really need to know.. am I that a sucky bf?

Well.. we’re going to m’sia in abt.. 4 hours from now?? Hahahah !! gonna spend our new year there ! WOOOO!!! Cant wait SIA!! YEEEAAHH!! I think Benjamin and Jackie will be coming.. Darren cant come.. so sad… cant wait ;D

Today I accidentally called Regina.. but she was going to watch Alvin and the chipmunks 2.. so she apologized and told me not to angry.. but I wasn’t.. I just didn’t wanna talk to her till I came back.. but even that small lil concern I was sooooo damn happy! In the end texted her quite abit.. I feel suckish… kenna pwned by some small kid whom I do not even know if she cares for me or loves me.. I sometimes think that the feelings should be mutual and there should be equality between love… I feel beat down and taken granted for… I dun get a small good morning or good night anymore.. I feel used and really abused.. but I still love her.. why??? I dunno… but I do… a lot…

i'm tired.. bruised.. and i cant take it..

Shaking faith..

Woke up today at 7.55.. damn.. late.. I supposed to meet warren at 8 at marsiling.. so I chionged out of the house la.. mommy gave me 50bucks.. and I was very gratefull for that.. if not I dead alrd.. went to see the doctor at poly clinic.. had breakfast with warren.. and the results weren’t good at all…

Walked with warren home to take shirt then took mrt to JE and meet JH.. then we took to downtown east where we had yong tau fu for lunch… then went www ! super fun.. we first take the purple slide then came down.. then went to take the cycling thingy thingy.. after which we went down and went into the river then swim awhile play talk abit then we went to play the thriller. 90degree drop.. WOOO!! Scary shit.. the forces are just.. WOW! Then we headed for the big slide and finally the yellow one.. when we heard the ting ting ting we all ran ujnder the bucket but it missed us. So we anticipated like a lot of water but all we got was vapour and wind.. we starred blankly and laughed out loud… then warren and I went for another go at the vertical drop but jh and dick went to Jacuzzi.. ahahha.. oh wells…

Went to eat sushi after that.. and then the wasibi was… intense.. walked back to mrt station and trained back to city hall where we met the rest! WOOO!! My WHOLE platoon was there.. only for Nicholas.. ALWAYS that guys wan.. zzz.. we had sooo much fun that I cant rmb.,, ok first we went summerset then walk around the place looking at stuff.. while the rest were looking at other girls.. then went to look for monopoly card game.. can’t find.. sucks.. then we went to eat at kopitiam.. talked A LOT! Soooo MANY JOKES AND PUNS! Omg… laughed till like 9 plus.. then we plan to go wen’s place. O n thurs.. they will crash at my place first.. then go later in the morning.. sounds damn fun.. on the train back it was super shiok.. all of us had a set and we were taking one whole row.. :D we move like a giant PACK! noticed there were a lot ppl looking at us.. some smiling some grinning.. maybe we got looks :D but we’re a nuisance.. totally… oh well.. im gonna start living for my own happiness now.. I so hate sulking and feeling upset.. it sucks.. the only excuse… age…


Early in the morning received a text from Regina.. she asked me abt the new things in pet society.. wth.. no good morning or anything… I was just… pffftt.. I think I really had enough.. I keep doing things for her.. when people say bad things about her and say that I deserve to be treated so much better, I just defend her… why?? Im not sure I can answer that now… I just feel so dejected and I have a feeling she want’s to break up.. just cuz of pride that she told me will last very long or cuz she has friends that would be impressed.. I seriously think I had enough… just not going to care.. I need sometime alrd.. going to live for myself and not for her… I’m sorry… I still love her so much… but I cant take the hurt and sadness anymore..  error

momments of truth

Hi all!

I was thinking to myself… does love forever really exist? I think it does.. I was told I have a gift of loyalty.. and im really aggressive to people whom im not close to.. generally. Esp outsiders who wants in… so.. I guess its good.. and bad.. I take from the 12 dogs I had in m’sia :D

Well.. as for today.. I resolute to live properly.. woke up at 3.. that’s not normal.. I know.. but I was TIRED! So I ate lunch.. then went to draw and play electric guitar till 4.. then I started studying math.. till 8.. then watch spongebob.. I kinda stopped at 6.30.. cuz my study stamina died.. so 630 I did some workout then went to shower and had dinner.. then talked to warren and we planned 9 to watch chipmunks.. abt 930 we were at GV yishun.. HAHAH! damn fast :D

It was damn nice.. the harmonization was.. pants farting GOOOODDDDD.. so after that we went to take mrt home.. hahah.. tts all.. tmr is the moment of truth.. going to see doc with warren.. if so I hope can treat..

I have a feeling that Regina isn’t with me anymore… I feel sad… cuz God used her to get closer to him.. and he even used her to show off.. so I think its very mean.. but God is good.. :) well.. I still love her… and I don wan her to feel tied down by me.. if we break up I’ll still go after her.. cuz… I feel attached to her.. she’s the first girl I ever held hands with.. so its smth special I’d only share with her.. :D

Good night all~ wish me luck and blessings tmr!


ps. i hope everything will come out tmr... results and results!!

tmrw is here..

dEllo all~ I find God is trying to talk to us.. even if u dun believe, he still talks to us one way or another.. weird right? But when it comes to you and you know it, the feeling is just indescribable…

Forced myself awake today.. went to shower and eat porridge sis and dad cooked.. thank God they’re back safely.. so went to Nicholas house and went to church tgt.. his dad drove us luhh.. then we went to coffee shop to have breakfast.. had bread and 2 eggs.. haha.. then went for service.. I really like service.. some songs really can touch your heart and some times the people around you touch you.. of course Nicholas was ‘touching’ me all over as usual.. hahahah! Dun think dirty NOOBS! Well they not playing today so the whole bunch was with ME :D wooHOOO.. after service, we played awhile and seriously their band is damn good.. uhh. Went to eat lunch and had some cai fan.. pretty GOOD.. I was kinda sad that I might have diabetes.. so I guessing tmr I’m gonna check lor.. go clinic.. :(

Went to ben’s house where we played with his toy poodle lipton.. damn CUTE! But the teeth machiam razor.. I prefer retrievers.. they got horrifying big sharp teeth but the dun chomp on u.. they like put their teeth on u and sort of chew.. but more gently.. :D miss my 2 golden retrievers.. oh well.. then we went to play basketball.. play 2 v 1 and horse.. for some reason Nicholas won me and ben.. hahaha.. totally.. cuz we pang chance.. hahaha.. ben got owned by me and nick.. and I lost 2/4 we play 4 balls only.. after that friggin shag.. but we still hit CCK gym.. damn fun…

Worked out then went back to bens house and had some awesome dinner.. waah.. shiok ahh.. I now friggin hungry.. but scared to eat.. T-T gosh… so tired.. think I’m just going to bed…

Well.. this few days I’ve been thinking that me and Regina have so little time.. we hardly seem like we’re together.. I dunno about her luhh.. but if she’s okay with it.. I’m perfectly fine :) loyal ~

I guess a weakness of mine is I put others before myself too much sometimes.. I dun really bother about my own happiness I just concern about the other party even though I feel like shit in the end.. sigh.. but Jesus did that too.. he took the load of crap and DIED for us serving us.. imagine a high minister comes to you and spoon feeds you.. carry your stuff.. and do everything MORE than a maid.. wow.. honouring right? But some people just cant see the cause..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!! WOOO!! TIME OF YEAR ONCE AGAIN! Too bad theres a fking math UT around the corner too.. gosh.. im soooo gonna die.. well this is how I spent my Christmas eve…

I slept till like 3plus then Nicholas called ask me go church.. so I went over and watched them sing and practice.. WOOO! They sing the harmonization damn nice! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! I farting in my pants.. I accompany Nixon do the lights and that’s how I spent my evening.. we had chicken rice and B&B were just super duper funny la,.. ahahahahah! What kind of cat can fly? ROCKET! Rock cat.. -.- omg… buffet pronuounce as buff fat… HAHAHAHH! Walao.. so we had the Christmas play.. ben was really good.. he was a STAR~ ahhaha then after everything was I done… I went to meet Nicholas cousins james and leo.. I think.. hahaha. We went to canteen talk talk then went to home..

I went to get my lappy and stuff then skate to nicholas house. Then we played basketball! WOOO!! 11.30-1am.. DAMN FUN! Of course whoever in my team won.. im GOOOD :D made use of my legs.. ahhahah.. then we did some pull ups push ups and leg raise and leg thrust.. my back kept farting cuz I nvr wear shirt then laugh like mad.. hahaha.. then we went to jan rez house.. DAMN FUN!! OMG!! I SAW JULENE!!! She was like hiding at the back of the door la :DDD hahahaha! So we sat down and talked a lot then 2 am Nicholas had to go off.. so I accompany him go.. then we watch some chinses horror film.. bad choice.. I went home 3am.. -.- super scary.. showered changed and went back to jan rez house.. on the way back felt abit terrified.. but God was with me protecting me ;) so after I reached I continued eating.. ahhahah! The food damn nice.. so I took some cards and we started play dai di.. then I tot them how to play bridge.. me and lavin keep partnering and we kept owning :D wooo~ hahahahah! Then julene went to bed so I went with her.. then I sat down and we played monopoly card game.. DAMN FUN!! Play until 8am liddat.. then went outside watch a knights tale and eat more turkey and ham.. shiokness.. too bad jan’s house only got COKE~! WTH! Julene knows how much I hate it.. zzzz.. played piano.. played guitar.. then called Nicholas wake him up go church.. so we went for morning service.. I was damn tired then went to get 2 cans of coffee.. uhhh.. then attended service.. there I prayed for strength to keep me awake and it came in the form of a text msg from jonathan.. omg.. DAMN WRONG LA!! HAHAHAHAHAH! Laughing in church.. containing myself.. little did we know that me Nicholas jon were msging each other ~!! AHAHAH! So after church we met with the DG and nix DG and we talk laugh and play and talk stupid thing.. then wanted to go movie.. but Nicholas cannot..zzzz so I went home.. showered and took a nap.. went to aunts house and meet mom… then my uncle sent us back and I got this really old camera :D use film.. but damn retro.. but I think like use alrd can keep pics in an album more authentic la.. :)

Something happened and I was sooo glad I am still alive.. I think someone in the house might have diabetes… either me or my bro…. pray la.. dun think so much..

WARNING! PICTURE INTENSE

yoyo! u know a pic speaks a thosand words?? will my ohotos will be self explainitary..

WEE WEE!! STOP EMO(ING)!! PLS!!!

smth retarded today.. hahaha went out with nicholas and wash dishes.. used half the bottle of soap ant rise that time the foam went down and became this... came out from the floor.. wth..

curry chicken noodles (With blood.. the brown stuff u see is chicken blood)

here is a potfull of blood

food

food glorious food

new house

look at this stupid bug..

going gym in another 4 hours ! god bless me :D

DO THIS

Hi guys.. i understand ur will be bored.. so try out this note :)

ANSWER THIS HONESTLY! NO LYING OR BLUFFING OR JOKING OR ANYTHING!! Know how your friends think about you and know more about yourself!!

1) What is your favourite colour?
-Blue
2) Who matters the most in your life?
God.. right now its my gf..
3) What cant you live without?
I cant live without food and water.. I’ll prolly die if we breakup..
4) What’s your favourite food?
It has to be penang food..
5) What is you favourite past time of all?
Playing music
6) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Mmhmmm..
7) Are you in love?
Yupp.. very much
8) Do you have a crush?
Errmm.. I dunno?
9) What in your fantasy would your girlfriend/boyfriend be (traits,looks,personality)?
Hmmm.. someone really sweet and goodie and very lovey dovey towards me and very loyal :)
10) What is something that you would like you boyfriend/girlfriend to do?
Say that she miss me and she loves me everyday.. and spend time with me..
11) List down 10 unique things about you
-Im tanned on the outside..
-im lighter on the inside..
-im quite tall..
-I am actually very sentimental..
-I like being pampered
-I’m a hardcore napper/dreamer..
-I think a lot.. too much.. so dun make me think things..
-im sporty
-im pretty socialble
-very loyal

12) What are your dislikes?
I HATE breakups…
13) Do you hate bugs?
Ehh.. no.. some quite cute..
14) Are you sentimental or happy go lucky?
Definitely sentimental.. sometime happy go lucky.. more emo sentimental..
15) List down 5 people that last texted you
Regina, Sis, Mom, Wee Wee, Warren
16) Last call?
Nicholas
17) What are you doing now?
I’m doing this questionare.. and I’m pondering….
18) What are you thinking about?
YEEE~ I’m thinking abt the worse..
19) From 18, what can you say?
Please dun leave me..
20) List down the closest 10 people
Regina ,Nicholas, Wee Wee, JH, Dickson, Irene, Jonathan, Lit Wen, Jackie, Darren
21) From 20, rate their looks&personality from a scale of 1 (toilet bowl head) to 10(absolutely BEAUTUFUL)
WOOOT!
-Regina 10/10
-Nicholas 10/10
-wee wee 8/10
-JH 7/10
-Dickson 7/10
-irene 6/10
-jonathan 8/10
-lit wen 8/10
-jackie 8/10
-darren 8/10

NO OFFENCE GUYS! Personality + looks.. took damn long to think.. -.-



22) Now include yourself from 21 (looks only)
-Louis 3/10
23) Describe from 21) the people you have listed in no more than 7words
-Regina , pretty, cute, beautiful all that I want
-Nicholas pretty hairy stupid ape.. ( but I love him :D)
-wee wee Decent,glamourous fasionista funny socialble
-JH nice outgoing and very funny
-dickson exceptional mind reader.. loving and caring
-irene a pretty old hag.. AHHAHA! NO LA! I think Irene can be really pretty..
-jonathan friggin horney and funny bugger :D
-lit wen leader charismatic,smart, cute and very fun loving
-jackie ridiculous prankster and good buddy
-darren loving, caring, loyal and a joker with jonjon

24) In any particular clique/group?
Platoon 4 :D FBFG~ if it exist..
25) What are you thinking about right now?
I’m thinking abt her..
26) Do you believe that there’s everlasting love?
I hope there is.. I really do.. through God it is..
27) Would you say that things are always perfect for you or in a mess?
Sometimes perfect when she says I love you :D
28) List 5 things that you are missing
Regina,
Time
Platoon 4 outings..
My last time bolster…. -.- lame..
I’m missing out the goodness of life..
29) Last gift you received?
A stuffed doggie from Regina :)
30) Are you tired?
YA!
31) Tag you friends and answer this, will you be true to yourself? What is your wish?
I will?? I wish that we can love each other till really really long….

Goodbye friends and Singapore... HELLO PENANG!

Today is going to be my last post in a few weeks months even.. I dunno if got last minute change then stay for a month.. hope not.. I’ll die missing gigi..
Oh I apologize for not posting the previous 2.. but my sis was hogging the internet… >=( grrrr

I learnt having faith is so much harder than being faithful..

Woke up to the sound of westlife ‘my love’ Regina text me.. so I replied and we both went back to bed.. hahaha.. soo tired.. after training went movie marathon.. then played bleach vs one piece till 3 4 plus.. then Nicholas called abt 11.. ask me if I wanna go play bball with him and B&b.. so okay la.. then I went to shower and go back to sleep until 1 plus nick call.. hahahahah! So I went his house then we headed to Canberra park.. 1st match was me and nick vs b&b.. we OWNED!! 11-0 WOOOO!!! Hahahah! Then after that it started pouring… like mad.. Regina was texting me a lot today.. and I canot take it for granted.. must treasure and appreciate everyone :)

We started doing push ups and hydrating ourselves when it rained.. after talking abt bb stuff it began drizzling so me and ben went to play.. we took out our shirts to protect our stuff then ben threw the ball really high.. so I was going to catch it after it bounced… but it bounced on my toe… DAMN PAIN!! WAAH! I down there WOOOOO!!!! Ahhh! Nothing la.. pain only.. zzzz excruciating pain.. like my toe kenna flattened.. so we played match again.. me and Brandon.. we lost.. but good try.. 5-11. Then me and ben team.. dun even need to play.. we were just.. aiya.. we win la.. lets play another.. ahhahahah! Cuz me and ben same height.. then ben is YJC basketball team.. so… u can tell la.. haha.. Brandon cant really play.. and Nicholas is very slack.. cuz he too much hair.. LOL then I vs 3 of them.. hahaha! I WON!!! But 3 balls only la.. wooo =D shiok! Then ben vs us 3… and we won him! Ahahahaha! We play from 3balls to 14… LOL!! In the end ben at the 11ball he only score 1.. we somemore oh ya peh ya som see who gets the last ball.. lol! Then at the 14th, ben step up a notch and won 5balls :D good job.. then we walked back and were singing Avalon everything to me.. damn nice song.. LOL!!

So I went home and was msging gigi.. feel very happy.. going off.. soon… miss me k?? I feel appreciated for my existence that way.. :) tata~ maybe I get your some interesting souvieners from there.. buy for wee wee, jh, dick, Irene and sam :) should I get for doris and fur? See how.. if I got enough money.. yeee :D bye bye.. please pray for me!


p.s. i'm sooo gonna miss her.. i love you x everytday i'm gone

Tuesday

Hi Kids!

Today I learnt a really super valuable lesson.. but I just cant rmb… but I think my butt can… NEVER eat something that says HOT AND SPICY especially at night.. u will fully regret it.. he next day that is..

Wooo! My dinner was shiokness beyond shiok.. hahahah.. training for Penang food.. piece of cake :D hope I dun die there.. always kenna hit my signs and tree branches and huge trucks that dun seem to care abt pedestrian.. so be thankfull u have Singapore u morons…


That aside.. I’ve composed a new song.. a song of faith.. cant really get a title.. but I’ll pray about it.. I composed it after the incident on my anniversary with Regina.. Rejoice in the Lord and he will give you your greatest desires.. what u really want you dun even know.. I dare u to ask urself that question.. whats ur answer?? Well.. God knows.. andif u rejoice and believe, he will unleash it tenfold.. seriously.. I can vouch!


Oh well.. today was UT day… geez.. chemistry paper.. I try my best to do whatever I can and did screw up.. cuz the question ah.. T-T I need to study on a regular basis.. I admit im not smart.. but im clever.. I have to achieve through blood and sweat.. I dun wan my family next time to suffer :( I shall have Faith in what God does and I too will HWAITING!


Morning was okay.. jus abit sappy abt Mondays.. hahah.. wee wee had no one to go down with so I went down with her luhh.. sorry for appearing off.. we met at the lawn and I was waving my hands like a looney.. I dunno why.. but excited to see her.. hahah.. so we went down and called JH.. accompany wee wee go 7-11 buy her regular and met JH with my mini mc spicy booger :D went back to class and do worksheet luhh..

LUNCH Time!
Went to eat with the usual gang.. super stupid… hahaha.. Sammy was on the phone whispering then she was talking to me in Chinese??! What?!??! Ahhaha.. so I was talking to her and we didn’t know what we were eating… standard.. then cannot tell sam what we buying so she whispered a lil.. haiiyyahhh.. HAHAHAHAH!!! OMG!! I jus choked and blurted a laugh on the phone.. sooo damn stupid… at a sirloin steak.. mostly it was.. chewy.. I swear.. if I had another my jaw would dislocate and I would go to the hospital.. damn hard to eat… I must bring a mincing hammer next time.. so when I eat I would be like eating marshmellow instead of a 2tonner tyre.. geez…



After all that commotion went to do ppt and studied abit for UT when JH sent me this hilarious jingle ball suck on my **** hahahahahh! WTH!?!?! T seriously hilarious.. next year then listen.. I closed it after like 1.44mins.. cant take it la…I cant I cant I ,I ,I …. i… just… I just… I just cant! Ahahahah! Oh well.. did UT then met with JH dick and ajumma at JH class and we played dota.. WOOO!! Then had dinner… super awesome.. super spicy.. but the vendor abit screwed.. hahah.. he’s like so pissed with everything.. so ate and bought bubble tea.. then went inside to do RJ.. some ppl were singing and it was like… WOOO!! Harmonization is damn nice… the voice is such an amazing gift by God.. how I wish I could sing like the angels.. someday when I go heaven I can reach a C# 5octaves higher than the PIANO!! HAHAH! that will be insane.. I’ll come out like a.. *TICK* HAHAAHHA! After RJ we watch pirates of the carribean.. very NCIE!! Omg… WOO! Thanks Dickson for giving me some insight abt it.. JH and dick then play the piano I sent em.. wahhahah.. soo foooonnieee… YEEE!

Then we went back and talked abt the m’sia trip praising Irene for her amazing driving stunts… WAHHAAH! Went our separate ways and talked to Dick abt KC when I found out the mopiko in my bag exploded.. -.- I encourage him to pray.. really… sit down and pray and ask for grace.. or just let KC know that u care abt God.. I’m sure any partner would… :) we should all gather and pray for each other too :D

LAST DAY OF SCH!

Hi Kids!

Today I learnt a really super valuable lesson.. but I just cant rmb… but I think my butt can… NEVER eat something that says HOT AND SPICY especially at night.. u will fully regret it.. he next day that is..

Wooo! My dinner was shiokness beyond shiok.. hahahah.. training for Penang food.. piece of cake :D hope I dun die there.. always kenna hit my signs and tree branches and huge trucks that dun seem to care abt pedestrian.. so be thankfull u have Singapore u morons…


That aside.. I’ve composed a new song.. a song of faith.. cant really get a title.. but I’ll pray about it.. I composed it after the incident on my anniversary with Regina.. Rejoice in the Lord and he will give you your greatest desires.. what u really want you dun even know.. I dare u to ask urself that question.. whats ur answer?? Well.. God knows.. andif u rejoice and believe, he will unleash it tenfold.. seriously.. I can vouch!


Oh well.. today was UT day… geez.. chemistry paper.. I try my best to do whatever I can and did screw up.. cuz the question ah.. T-T I need to study on a regular basis.. I admit im not smart.. but im clever.. I have to achieve through blood and sweat.. I dun wan my family next time to suffer :( I shall have Faith in what God does and I too will HWAITING!


Morning was okay.. jus abit sappy abt Mondays.. hahah.. wee wee had no one to go down with so I went down with her luhh.. sorry for appearing off.. we met at the lawn and I was waving my hands like a looney.. I dunno why.. but excited to see her.. hahah.. so we went down and called JH.. accompany wee wee go 7-11 buy her regular and met JH with my mini mc spicy booger :D went back to class and do worksheet luhh..

LUNCH Time!
Went to eat with the usual gang.. super stupid… hahaha.. Sammy was on the phone whispering then she was talking to me in Chinese??! What?!??! Ahhaha.. so I was talking to her and we didn’t know what we were eating… standard.. then cannot tell sam what we buying so she whispered a lil.. haiiyyahhh.. HAHAHAHAH!!! OMG!! I jus choked and blurted a laugh on the phone.. sooo damn stupid… at a sirloin steak.. mostly it was.. chewy.. I swear.. if I had another my jaw would dislocate and I would go to the hospital.. damn hard to eat… I must bring a mincing hammer next time.. so when I eat I would be like eating marshmellow instead of a 2tonner tyre.. geez…



After all that commotion went to do ppt and studied abit for UT when JH sent me this hilarious jingle ball suck on my **** hahahahahh! WTH!?!?! T seriously hilarious.. next year then listen.. I closed it after like 1.44mins.. cant take it la…I cant I cant I ,I ,I …. i… just… I just… I just cant! Ahahahah! Oh well.. did UT then met with JH dick and ajumma at JH class and we played dota.. WOOO!! Then had dinner… super awesome.. super spicy.. but the vendor abit screwed.. hahah.. he’s like so pissed with everything.. so ate and bought bubble tea.. then went inside to do RJ.. some ppl were singing and it was like… WOOO!! Harmonization is damn nice… the voice is such an amazing gift by God.. how I wish I could sing like the angels.. someday when I go heaven I can reach a C# 5octaves higher than the PIANO!! HAHAH! that will be insane.. I’ll come out like a.. *TICK* HAHAAHHA! After RJ we watch pirates of the carribean.. very NCIE!! Omg… WOO! Thanks Dickson for giving me some insight abt it.. JH and dick then play the piano I sent em.. wahhahah.. soo foooonnieee… YEEE!

Then we went back and talked abt the m’sia trip praising Irene for her amazing driving stunts… WAHHAAH! Went our separate ways and talked to Dick abt KC when I found out the mopiko in my bag exploded.. -.- I encourage him to pray.. really… sit down and pray and ask for grace.. or just let KC know that u care abt God.. I’m sure any partner would… :) we should all gather and pray for each other too :D

Please Don't do this to me again..

Haven’t been posting for a very long time due to unforeseen circumstances. Things haven’t gone too well for me… but ironically its been EXCELLENT for God.. hahaha.. went to church ytd and found a safe place under praise and worship that I can break away from these worldy stuff..

Learnt that I should thank God for everything and everyday.. for because we rejoice and he will give us our hearts deepest desires… ;) hopefully.. by faith!l

Oh well.. my anniversary was awesome.. Regina was really beautiful that day :D she tied her hair really be nicely.. and let down some.. whoa.. damn nice.. just the way I like it.. :D met her after school and we saw her sitting down there at a bench waiting for me.. sooo cute luhh.. so we went to CWP and took neoprints.. I looked really bugged eye… and for some reason my pupils ate my eye whites… LOL!

After that we went to admiralty park.. and talked about a lot of stuff and I gave her the necklace.. she was like. : wow. And I helped her put it on.. maybe she’s nt the emotional omgomgomg! Then hug me.. hahah.. oh wells.. so I helped her put it on and we went to walk in the park ( forest ) I think we need to work on how to hold hands.. hehe.. X))) cuz maybe my arms shorter and my body longer.. hmm… so after awhile I took out my neoprints that I had and then showed her just nice her dad jogged pass.. omg… I was like on the verge of extinction.. I jus hate the feeling of breakup.. zzzz.. that stupid feeling… there should be a slang for breakup la… -.- it sucks…

We turned around and walked back and I realize she was quiet and I was like super super worried.. sigh.. I walked her home and I just wanted to hug her.. but I didn’t… so I walked home.. and emo.. as usual.. zzz.. I kept praying and praying why this had happened.. like halfway of the walk home.. constantly… when I heard this voice say, WILL U JUST LISTEN? It was small but forcefull enough to work something in me.. so I stayed still and listen and I felt this figure descending beside me.. like someone was walking from the skies beside me.. I felt an arm around me and told me if I believed… at that point of time, I was at a crossjunction and I I told myself If I believe, I would press the button, then I believed.. but there were doubt but I just cannot fully put my faith into it..cuz this kinda thing the dad saw.. omg… so I just heck! I told God.. u want to end this or do anything is up to you… through Regina, I have come closer to God and I felt like he was using her which is SUPER MEAN >:(

I slammed my palm into the button and said I believe la! And the light turned orange.. coincidence? I dunno… what are the chances of it turning orange? I did wait awhile.. but got so accurate meh?? Hahah.. I dunno. Go figure! Then I walked around Seagate the wind there was REALLY strong… I dunno why.. I walked there and I told God.. if you really are going to do something stop the wind.. and suddenly it just died.. and I was totally stunned.. the moment I said, the wind just died.. after a few jaw dropping moments, I was like.. errrr.. woooowww.. okay… can I have the wind back now? And WHHHHSSSSSHHHH! Coincidence? Luck? Go figure…

The next moment, I received a call from her mom… so we kinda bluffed her… and she was really nice.. I tot she would be howling and screaming.. but she sounds like very nice and concerned mommy.. she really love Regina… but so do i.. but who can fanthom a mothers’ love? I reasoned with her and she was okay.. and said next time we shouldn’t go that kinda place cuz very dangerous.. ooo.. but that wasn’t the end.. Regina texted me and told me her DAD WAS SIDING AND DEFENDING HER!! Dad… father… the person that witnessed… goshh.. God was defending her too.. she is God’s daughter too… I was pretty traumatized with what had just happened… and I was walking arnd the cannal.. I smth occurred to me.. the night before I prayed to encounter God.. with warren.. I really pray this solemn prayer.. and I guess that was how he encountered me with him.. cuz I will not open up unless is to that girl.. BUT NEVER EVER EVER DO IT AGAIN! Like seriously… I kinda reflected and thought a lot a lot… pretty scary… both experience and God.. PUSH!!! Pray until something happens.. :D

Well.. that’s it.. how would you want your boyfriend to treat you? Or GF? I would want a lot of love and care.. :)

I like being pampered.. u can guai my sister.. cuz she pampered me since young… so I like :) comment GUYS

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

First and fore most..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY REGINA!

its been 1 month since she's accepted me.. and my according to my lappy is 12:12.. 12mins past noon when she accepted... so go figure...

Today I learnt about how persistence and a humble spirit would do. If u remain still and always be willing to learn, you’ll find that u dun have to fight for everything :D

Today woke up really tired luh.. omg.. soooo lethargic.. zzzz.. then went to school for maths.. first tiem doing differentiation.. A maths.. I kinda liked it.. my teammates were like super nice la.. Jessica and Jason.. both teaching me and asking if I was okay.. even faci oso tried to help me. at the ppt he even ask me to do the question and helped me along the way.. wooo :D

Lunch with fur our honoured guest whom so long nvr come… so we ate cai fan :D me dick and wee.. the others had western.. and they started eating fallen food on the table.. hahhaha.. sam was being Sammy and we enjoyed our time.. went back to class and Regina was in Malaysia.. so I didn’t really talk much…

Nicholas called and we talked la.. hahah. he gave me a lot of advice.. :D thanks bang! You’re the first person to get back to me.. the rest of em I had to ask.. sigh.. sooo I was listening to my 365 new songs and rating them.. planetshakers no need rate la.. hahahaha.. super SHIOK!! Woo!! Then after school I went to ssc by myself to look for a nice necklace for Gigi.. found 1 but I went to sunplaza to find somemore.. so I went there and it was nice for ppl to help me.. and it was super expensive luhh… omg.. and I cant wear a necklace.. omg.. very gay.. hahahaha.. if string can la.. but necklace cannot.. LOL!! So while waiting for warren to come study I went back to ssc and tried the necklace and realized it was too small… -.- so I went back to sembawang.. sunplaza.. jus nice warren reach and we went to find tgt…

I bought the necklace.. then went to find parts.. improvised on the stuff la.. hahah.. shioknes :D later I show you the formation of it :D all it needed was some parts and a lil elbow grease :D we ate macs and I hate mega mcspcicy.. wasn;t too satisfied with it though.. sucks… sighhh… so we studied and started agruign abt the stupid laws of physics… some dumb shit.. then we watch avatar.. hahah.. cant wait till tmrw :DDDD YEEEE!!! Hope this time I can get a hug… I’m going broke soon.. LOL!! Start scrimping and saving… hahahah…


Cant wait to go out with the FBFG ppl.. shiokness… miss those whonderfuly whacky times.. things will go well and we’ll stay on yea?? Have faith in God.. let him be our anchor.. lets not do stupid things.. and watch our tongue.. smth I’ll apply :D

HAPPY 1st MONTH TO ME AND REGINA!! YAY!!

This really matters to me because in my past relations I have been in, it didn’t last 1 month or after 1 month its bye bye.. I was heartbroken 2times in the 4 relationships… 1 was I dunno wth happened… the girl just ditched me after we nvr talk for awhile.. nt even relationship.. another was my fault.. jumped in without praying.. the other 2 and the most recent was I really liked them.. but God before that showed me it wasn’t going to last.. and true enough… I was dumped and heartbroken.. omg.. the feeling SUCKS!!! Its like someone rip out your heart.. your mouth will go bitter and you just sit there like a vegetable.. I couldn’t cope luhh.. the heartbreak lasted for very long…. There were times I wept in my sleep… and it was during AQ days… so tts why I love rainy days.. I cry when I run.. releasing all my anguish and sadness while chionging in the rain and no one would know…

Oh well.. I hope things go well :) to my most expensive relationship thus far.. hahahah!! Sacrifices have to be made.. money can always earn back.. but spend wisely ! must learn from Dickson alrd.. POA and wee wee and sam and Irene.. HAHAHH!! See u guys tml!!


Sorry I have been ps(ing) u guys lately.. pls forgive me.. :(

Going to sleep with warren.. sorry Regina & Nicholas! TEEEHEEE!! Showering now.. tata~

macs for dinner and off to make necklace

all the materials i needed

2 necklaces, 2 'rings' 2 heart shaped bunny thingys and a box

heart shapped bunnies

'rings' used to hold the bunnies.. actually its earings.. but oh well..

2 necklaces

1 empty box

pliers.. for cutting some metal away

some elbow grease

so i first cut away the top part of the heart shaped bunnies

then attached the top to the ring

here's the all expensive necklace

and attach bunny and ring to string :D

but it in a box

stuff the bottom part down the cushion and leave the bling bling

and there you have it :D nt very nice.. but still it was hard work.. went to ssc and sunplaza like 3times back and forth.. abusing the free shuttle service.. ahahahah

hahhaa.. studying and my necklace..